Supposed to be studying but I decided to type this cause it's really stuck on my head. It's not some random rant or what, but somehow I feel like I know why I felt so burdened for sooo long already! If you look back last year, sometime during exchange I started saying that I had so many things on my mind and being cranky in the posts that I made like.. once every few weeks. But I didn't start feeling like that during exchange, it was before that, and I've got no idea how long ago it was when I first felt my sinking heart.

Hehehe warning first: Probably my longest thoughtpost here. But it's just my own opinion :)

To be honest, back then I thought the only burden I had was my own mixed feelings; actually I guess it's not. I have a lot of things that made my heart feel so burdened, and for so many months as well. Though I'm happy and cheery on the outside, there were many instances when I felt so burdened. Like my heart feels super heavy and I got no idea why I felt like that. Which was probably why I wasn't genuinely happy sometimes though I'm laughing, smiling and being all chattery, and why sad events tend to hit my heartstrings so often that I feel sensitive, upset and teary pretty easily. (but I cannot deny but there were moments when I was really happy, you can hear it easily from my scary, high-pitched, clear laughter!!) And I guess it was my own fault that I didn't seek to listen to what my heart has to say - why it felt like that.

Up till yesterday, I was still blogging, ranting as usual because I felt so frustrated that I always have a heavy heart. I thought by my typing whatever I felt or what I believe to be the root cause would help, even attempted doing things to help me clear my mind, or keep me occupied if need be. I know it's not a permanent solution because after keeping myself occupied, once I had free time everything would hit right back at my heart... And I would have the same burdened feeling again,

Then I'll start ranting/blogging again, hoping it would help... Until it became a vicious cycle. But I know it was not useful when no matter how much I rant I can never feel the satisfaction that I used to have. I find it hard to tell people because I always find it so difficult to trust people, and I don't want to tell them everything and then end with "actually I don't know why I'm feeling like that leh how." It's as though being frustrated on your own is not enough, you still have to disturb people. True that there'll be people who will listen but.. No I don't want to feel like a burden to people. Why waste their time telling them things which they cannot solve as well. I angst, everybody angst, not worth it.

But after trying to listen to my heart and seeking answers for the past few weeks, I kind of understand why I felt like that. Really thankful that I talked to people, listening to their stories or funny events that sort of triggered it - Guess I have to thank Aaron for sure though we didn't really have HTHT. Listening to your story, why you wanted to take a solo trip so badly - it made me realize that probably I should do the same, throw everything aside and have some alone time, like really alone time with myself with no one else to influence me, Listen to what my heart has to say and find a way to make it feel better. I tried, planning to swim, run or even cycle alone but it failed cause I didn't make it there. But I did have time for myself at the library. Though I went there with the intention to study, I would spare time to walk around the library enjoy the peace and serenity, and to think about stuff, alone.

Reminiscence about those older days when I'm truly happy - especially during my secondary school days. I was really busy, probably having an insane schedule that no one would ever experience. Having tuition on almost every weekday evenings, choir on certain days before tuition and Saturdays (and rushing there after all my committee meetings), having violin lessons after my tuition at 8 on Tuesdays and going home feeling so tired at 10 plus, piano lessons on Friday afternoon before going tuition. Yes it's really stressful because I have to juggle so many things on my plate - completing my homework, finding time to practise my instruments, and also gaming. Yes I was into gaming then, one reason being some of my closer secondary school friends are playing too - I don't have time in the day to hang out with them, so this was one of our ways to keep our friendships there. And also I had my online circle of friends who are older than me and often looked out for me, sometimes even accompanying me by training alone while I studied.

Busy? Yes.
Stressful? Yes. How much sleep have I sacrificed for work and play.
But I was really happy then cause I was doing everything that I liked, being who I am without being concerned much. Didn't have much of a life anyway. :P

Comparing times then and now, it doesn't really make sense that I'm less happy.
Busy? Definitely a lot less packed than before.
Stressful? Yes but the pressure from studies is definitely a lot lesser compared to previous semesters other than the time when I was in Taiwan.

Why I was I unhappy? What am I lacking that's making me uncontented? The second trigger point was when I was watching running man, and the day when Kary, Weishan and I were just goofing around and joking around... But those were the times when I really laughed out loud, and it was a genuine one cause I was chuckling out pretty loudly while waiting for my train and when I was on board as well. It was when I really felt happy. And looking at the guests who attended running man also brought up an important point...

I felt so burdened because I have been living in the expectations of others - doing what others expect of me instead of living the life for myself.

The guests were hilarious, but the more important thing was that they were being down to earth and not caring about the image that they should have.

I realized the main pressure on me were these expectations, and how hard I had been trying to live up to them and feeling so burdened in the process. Like because I'm always smiling and cheery, people gets the painted image that I'm always happy, and I try so hard not to say things which may sound like it's not me. Bottling things up made things worse as they weigh my heart down even further.

However, I'm glad that I realized it, better late than never. And giving up study time to do things that made me LOL was definitely worth it cause I feel a lot less burdened now. I shall stop living in the picture depicted by others, time to start doing crazy things that I do best HAHA. Like...

Randomly dancing to the songs being played on the tv, saying stupid things doing stupid stuffs and get judged, etc. HAHAHA cannot forget the times back in bintan when I was so me - bouncing to the beats while singing k (I realised I did tt for cheerdancing practices omg the videos lol!), giving out that scary laughter when the music video is not the actual one but some weird video, and the epic Saboteur match when I got trolled so badly cause only the saboteurs saw the map card and when I see it I was like OMG WHY Y'ALL GO IN THE DIRECTION THAT DOES NOT LEAD TO THE GOLD, and instantly got blocked by everyone cause they thought I was lying LOL. Really laughed so hard till I cried HA. Time to be the real Debbie, someone who's always so tootz and crazy and... blur. Hehehe :))))

Ending my post abruptly cause I'm tired! Why did I challenge my bro to dance to the songs that were played on the screen. And my body clock is screwed, I'd wake up at 2 later. Must not do work and just go sleeep!!

Nothing much, just tt bubblydebs is back. Omg yayyyy let's all be happy everyday. So glad I managed to survive this period of being emo nemo, and bring everything back to how it should have been!!!

Idk I just suddenly feel very much less burdened after thinking through the last few days! :)

Less rants in the days to come, cause I'll make sure I'm spending my day happily and in my crazy way like what Kary and weishan always say, "you must remember that under normal circumstances Debbie doesn't do things the normal way." LOL tbh I think they are the few who have seen my craziest side and heard the weirdest logics from me other than intern peeps who has this debbielogic thing to shut me up HAHA.

I shall insist on being bubbly and happy daily and do the craziest things that define me HAHA. Anw the two kitties rly label me as Debbie = Crazy or nutters TSK.

Shall stop blogging on the train, so happy today :)

Realised I've been using Dayre almost everyday, and even blogging here pretty often. Not sure if I should always be jotting down moments of my life on such platforms cause like what ppl say...

Once they're up on the net it's going to stay there forever.

But then again....

I write them down so that one day should I really start forgetting things easily at least I can fall back on this to remember. Or better still, to reminisce those good old days.

And then again, no matter how open or honest I've been on social media there'll always be things that I'll never post them anywhere. Just tt now I'm starting to feel a bit 'exposed' still, like letting people to read me like an open book. And I don't like the feeling cause I keep having a feeling that someone somewhere is using these for their benefit in some ways. Not the financial kind of benefits but still..  I feel so unsafe meh.

Also, sometimes I feel that everything's just a facade, like how honest can people be? People can have their online persona, so how do we tell which is the real him or her? Like reading online dairies and blogs, sometimes I feel like I know the person better but sometimes I realise that I actually don't know the person at all. :( Why are humans so complicated??????

Maybe I should cut down abit. Looking at my past year I really didn't blog that much. Hmmmm. Then it means I should get my own planner to jot daily musing.  I'd definitely prefer to share my thoughts and feeling with people whom I care for via texts or real time conversations. At least I know whom I'm pouring out to and feel more secure.

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Random thought of the day:
I should stop being so sensitive.

If the person whom you used to talk to often starts to text less now, means it's time to stop. Trying hard to keep the conversation alive... Once is enough. It hurts more if you keep trying and keep failing. They say the key to success is not to give up, but it doesn't apply here. In such situations I guess the more apt phrase would be... It takes two hands to clap.

So I guess I should stopppp. Don't want to seem like a nuisance and no, don't want to be the one who keeps initiating the conversations. 真的累了.

Feels better after saying everything out hahaha. I know there are people who read this space but I guess it's better than typing it on Dayre.

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Oh yes dad cut his finger by accident last Sunday.  Omg it's so scary to even listen to it and dad kept teasing to show the cut to me :( hahaha but that aside, I'm glad my skin tape is still useful, after bringing it back from tw. Just that I don't have the disinfectant already and yessss it must have been serious for me to use the tape.

And my brother was laughing at me for being so scared tskkkk. But if you knew what happened to my feet and how gross or scary it looked like back in tw you wouldn't laugh alr lorrrrr. Back then I didn't even dare to let weishan see it so I'd only change the dressing when nobody's in and bear w the pain alone.

Hearing how deep the cut was I also know how painful it was for my dad. Really cannot see it cause I don't want to remember the scary times :(

"Don't ask anything. At times like this, just accept the help." Hahaha saw this subtitle while watching Family Book of Gu and it sounded so familiar. I definitely remembered seeing or hearing something similar somewhere before...

Things break all the time. Glass, and dishes and fingernails. Cars and contracts and potato chips.
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Promises break.
Hearts break.

Lol omg please don't ask me why I borrowed books. I was never a bookworm when young. The first time when I actually started reading fiction was in sec 4 while preparing for O levels, and part of it was because I wanted to improve on my vocabulary so badly - I remembered I was told that having strong grammar alone wouldn't suffice, so my English teacher suggested that I come up with lists of vocabulary to help with my narrative essays.

And after I graduated I read occasionally till As were over. When you're unemployed the healthiest way to kill time is to read. (other than exercising uh)

But as much as reading benefits me, it always gets my brain thinking a lot. It's okay if I'm trying to learn life lessons, but not okay when I start to overthink again when the scenarios are similar. Like how I'd be affected by the songs I listen to :(

But I guess for me to have time to read during recess week means I'm quite free uh. :X #lastsemesteryo Pretty glad I'm not tied down by projects and I'm trying not to study late at night alr! (Though I didn't study much lately haha) #whatisconsol #whatismidterms

Shall try not to think so much while reading. And need to sleep soon omg been a good girl and slept alot for the past few days but why must insomnia hit me today mehhh.

Decided to blog before using Dayre cause phone's down! And also some things are better left here, because this page is not google-able and hence I won't have random people reading all these posts :) Yes, Dayre is scary because I honestly have no idea who is reading it.
Aft this post I guess I should get started on the next travel post already. Been lagging much ooops.

Busy meeting up with people this week, totally not in the mood to study though I've got a lot of work to do and midterms are coming! It's interesting though, after meeting different groups I realized they all ask about the same things about exchange.

And the questions are pretty predictable also; if you know me well enough you would have been able to read between the lines and figure out the ans HAHA. But anyway, I have found the answer to my previous question!

Really enjoyed this week though I had so many things on my mind, like anyone also can tell I emo nemo from all my posts. Met up with VHG on Tuesday, like finally!! :D Had a really great time with them, just like always. :)

Great dinner at Timbre with them, thougg we really ate A LOT. Hahaha truffle fries x buffalo wings x chicken wings as appetizers while waiting for Joyce and one full half-half pizza; super filling! Thank you for the present as well, and felt really bad about Weishan's present cause I thought we had decided on something to buy... but it's not the case omg. Hopefully you can use the voucher to get something you really like! Had a good time catching up, though I'm not too glad by the fact that there are all interested about my life only. Tsk, Weishan was also in Taiwan eh!! There were times when Idk what to answer so I just asked Weishan to answer instead. Thankfully her answers didn't put me in a spot hehehe :P

With fave girls, missing Joyce who was late! But love y'all lots <3

Joyceeeee!! :D

Moved on to chill by the river at Clarke Quay with our ice cream yayyy. Had a good time talking to them about my personal life hahaha so rare I'll open up and it's because we have been friends for 8~10 years - I trust that they would not blurt out things that should never be told to others. :D

But I think we all grew up a lot; back then we would talk about school, hardly about boyf. Now, we're even talking about long term plans, like getting apartments, engagements and marriage. If I remembered correctly it's because we have friends who recently got engaged and all, so naturally I'd want to know about Chels' and Kary's situations since they have been attached for quite long already! Also good information for Weishan & the evergreen us! I still don't get why is Joyce evergreen ooops, I always thought she was attached at least once cause she's a good catch lehhhh *hints* :P But okay, we can be all of their bridesmaids next time HAHA :)

So yeaps for the single ones, we just asked questions to know about each others' types and all. Really interesting though, we have the similar sentiments about who we look out for. We depend a lot on feelings, so when we actually start to like someone it's normally based on something which probably touched us. Don't think it's a good thing for me though, cause I'll get affected easily, esp when the person is hot and cold sometimes lolol.

But I'm a little surprised that Kary knew about my passiveness omg. Like when I had to answer Joyce's question, she added in the point that I'm super passive and I am always nice to people, so it's super hard for people to gauge if I'm interested or not haha. Passive as in even if I like I also won't say / just deny ooops. It's so true if you looked at what happened in the past. Talked about other stuff as well but in short it was a good night spent with them, guess this is the first time we had such serious talk :P

It's true uh, it's been a bit too long ago already for anything to happen lolol.

Met the super rare pokemon today, and they asked the same things. Haiyoooo.

That aside, I shall go cycling next week! Not sure if anyone else is coming along but I'm still going! it'll be good to re-live some of the memories back in tw and spend some alone time :) :)

Contemplating wearing contacts for LT recently hahaha, must be because of Lucia's comment ahhh. I'll start off by wearing it out more often when I'm not in school :) And decide aft that

"What if my gut feeling is spot on?"

Hahaha idk, but I always had this question in my mind but I don't dare to ask the other party lolol. But yeah, just a really random thought that came across to me last night again hahaha - CNY has been well, though we shouldn't be celebrating and all but I guess they relaxed their traditions over the years. We just don't give people angbaos or wish them happy CNY can alr :) So I've been kept really busy everyday and not having time for myself or for work till last night. Seems like I really like to think a lot about life instead of focusing on graduating in time HAHA.

But yeaps, guess after talking to quite a number of people over the past few weeks I realised something interesting hahah, Bev was the one who told me verbally when I visited her! Hahaha she's still damn funny pls, when we reached her room the first thing she asked whether we wanted alcohol HAHA. But ok glad we did, cause it was rly a lot easier for me to open up since I'm alw whiny after drinking a lil. She's probably the only one whom I just admit to something which I rly hate to.

Butbut that aside, rly had some serious talk that night though we were goofing around most of the time. And her questions sort of asked me, why didn't I take the initiative to ask? The only reply was that I wasn't sure and because my gut feeling tells me something else which I need some confirmation first. I know it's a lousy excuse but honestly I need that certainty before I know what to do next haha. And she agreed that I cannot assume anything. Heheh end of story.

But tbh, I'm just wondering, if my gut feeling was wrong then nothing will happen. However, what if my gut feeling was right along? Will I miss something that I could actually have but I lost it because of my so called uncertainty?

Hahaha idk ahhh, shall just continue being the one who doesn't know anything and live in ignorance first. Guess I'll be happier now like that.

And omg I actually find Up & Down quite interesting leh. I mean it's overrated and the dance is meh. But I like the raps, and part of the lyrics sort of made sense though. And it's currently my running song alongside w Crazy!! Dk why but I run btr with these songs on loop.

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Day 3 of visiting ended! Was out with tutorial friends at Ziyang's place - thanks for hosting us! Rly glad that I have made valuable tutorial friends in my Uni life! Like before entering NTU I was rly worried about how life would be like; I know it'd be difficult to make true friends and given my super introverted nature I'd be in my own turtle shell. But it turned out otherwise - rly glad to have known them though when it comes to groupings it's alw an issue hahaha.

You know who are the friends to keep when you really want to go grad trips with them... Speaking of which I really have grad trip crisis again. Need to cancel NZ :(:( And also it's not rly possible to go Europe with them!! Shall hope Korea is still in the plan so that I can go for one trip w them! Need to plan Taiwan also!!! Please please please let it materialise :)

Anw, had a ride home thanks to Aaron and had a good time talking to him - glad it's not about school if not it'll be so awkward in the car. But hearing his POV on certain issues just got me thinking. Guess when all of us grow older the things we talk about rly differ a lot. Cannot ever imagine me ever attempting to talk about the same issues with Lucia HAHAHA. But anw, hope he has fun in Japan during recess week and have a good break alone!

First time in Kaohsiung! :)
Arrived safely and we cabbed down to our place! :) Realized that Taiwanese are relatively friendly, cause the cab uncle was talking to us and attempted to help us when we were saying what we were looking for and all - like when we wanted to look for bicycles that we can buy and travel around with, he said he can recommend a place for us :) But we didn't take up his offer in the end though.

Finally arrived at our place, and it's not that difficult to find cause it's beside Gushan Ferry Pier (鼓山輪渡站) But I realized we can only enter and exit through the back door; when we first arrived, we entered through his relative's shop because we had quite a number of luggage and baggage, and..... we have to carry them up to level 3. Thankfully the guys helped out with most of the luggage, if not Weishan and I would have probably died! Went to take a look around the level, and the guys chose their rooms cause they are each taking a room without their own toilet. Learnt of where are the common areas, electrical charges and settled the administrative stuff like signing the contract and getting our keys! It was so confusing for me at first cause... There are about 6 keys though we mainly required the keys to our room and at the gate. (I normally don't carry keys around in SG oops :/)

Gushan Ferry Pier! Had to google this cause I realized.. I don't have photo of it omggg!

Headed out after leaving our luggage and bags in the rooms. Headed to the 24-hour convenience shop that is near to get some basic toiletries, and we went to our first Carrefour after that! Asked our landlord's relatives (宋姊姊 and 王先生) which is the nearest one and we cabbed to the one that was near 愛河! Sushi express for dinner before doing some household shopping, like looking for laundry baskets and Magic Clean mop, as well as shopping for beddings and pillows! Bought bolster as well cause I need to hug something to sleep at night if not...... I'll end up hugging Weishan and that's it for exchange HAHAHA.

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Glad that another week has passed! And I think I'm really very slack; when I'm at home I'm FOREVER sleeping! I can nap anywhere at any time of the day oops - from sofa, massage chair, and now even on office chairs *shrugs* Spent my Tuesday napping / watching TV and omo, Wednesday was a nightmare - stayed at home the whole day in an attempt to read my Consol textbook & to do SLS and my Korean homework! (Cause I don't like it when I don't get what's going in class, but tbh it's so difficult that even after reading textbook I'm still so lost)

Happydebs is always happy when I'm with good company :) :) Really spent my weekend well, at the expense of my studies. But I guess it's because we're still at Week 3, so I gave myself some leeway to enjoy myself while I still can :D

Date with family!
Went to visit grandpa to place some flowers at his resting place, but it took us so long to get there 'cause it was so hard to get maxicab! So in the end we decided to book 2 cabs wherever we travel around. Went to do some shopping with grandma and aunts at AMK hub! Think the last time I went there was before they renovated it or something - it looks so different now. Managed to get some clothes, and I got a maroon top. So proud of myself that I didn't get a white top, if not my whole wardrobe will be white already hahaha. Oh yes, we all bought bubble tea, and Alishan tea is niceeeee! Also went to this pasar malam nearby, totally reminded me of those yeshis that we went in Kaohsiung, just that it's a day market here. (Shall not elaborate how much I missed tw again, if not it'll sound so irritating haha)

Went to do some home shopping after that - hahaha saw many home furniture that's so pretty and all. Made me wonder why didn't I help out with my own home shopping when we renovated our place  :( But it's still fun to watch them shop for curtains and bed sheets while my bro and I were just goofing around. Went to eat around the area, and there's this crab house that looks nice, and they intend to dine there for my grandma's birthday in March - I need to start getting used to eating crabs already! :P Something good about spending one whole day with them - always eating HAHAHA. Getting fat but oh well I still enjoyed it. Too bad mummy was busy at work though :/

Watched Insidious Chapter 2 late at night and I think I'm not as brave as before, I cannot sit and watch the whole show without covering my face often HAHAHA. Guess it's a good thing for my friends cause I probably wouldn't ask them to watch horror movies that often - paying money to scare ourselves :D But speaking of movies, I haven't really watched one in the cinema in a loooong while, not even in Taiwan omgz. Only watched one movie there... in our apartment then, using the laptop hahaha. There were movies that I wanted to watch but never got the chance to, sadly. Shall watch one soon using the free movie voucher I got! #cheapskatemuch :D

And I missed movie marathons with Kary & Weishan, those ol' times when we would rent DVDs and watch it at my place (once at Weishan's). We'd always have one horror/thriller (for me hehe), one comedy to calm our nerves after watching the horror show, and one of a random genre. Guess we are all so busy now that if we have to spare time to watch these, we don't need to sleep already!

KBBQ/ KTV/ Dinner
Met Bryan, JX and Rachel for brunch at Ssikkek - left house late and had to run for buses and trains... on a Sunday morning :S But heyyyy though I was late I still ended up being the earliest! & I was staring at the maps for damn long and trying to match with the screenshot I had to find my way cause I thought they all left first hahaha. Thankfully I headed back & the guys led the way though, if not I'd never get there :D

Good food and good company - so much laughter talking to them and listening to their theories HAHA. Like mind-blogging questions but I can never reason it out properly - like whether 0.999999 = 1 and whether to take the final exams in a given situation. But I think the funniest would be JX's theory about putting back uneaten rice to the rice cooker HAHAHA. First time hearing the logic behind doing this, and it's epic cause whatever questions we raised he still held on firmly to his logic.. to the extent that we were just asking for the sake of asking already. And we were learning how to peel prawns using spoon and fork - I gave up halfway HAHA but still finished my prawn anw :P

The BBQ smell was so strong; after that the guys went to spray febreeze on themselves and smell like some washing product HAHAHA. Headed to Teoheng after that to change and get our room number, and it's quite cheap omo - $30 for 3 hours and it's not per pax, it's by room size! Had fun singing though I don't think everyone got to sing much cause we had 8 people (SH, CH, SK and Fiona joined us there), but guess it's the company that matters! And they have new songs as well; managed to sing 算什么男人 and 可惜没如果! Guess the girls were a bit lazy to head over to choose songs; I was wondering why we didn't sing Blank Space :P (And I saw - they have 12:30 inside as well omg!!!) But still good time spent there singing/listening to oldies and the usual songs! Hopefully we'll get to meet up and sing k soon, though once everyone gets busy and starts studying then it's a different story already :(

Headed for dinner with them after that (though I have dinner at home and I still told my maid in the morning that I would be home for dinner :P) Idk what made Bryan felt so sure that I would definitely dine out, and guess I should've listened and called my maid to not cook for me even before we went for KTV haha. Dinner at Steakout - it's good and affordable! (But I'd prefer Thai if we could have went to the place where we initially want to go; cravings hahaha) Sadly we can't really eat in peace cause Bryan was being annoying with his fake British accents and puns, and his knife show that put our lives on the edge. Get his intentions for trying to entertain though :P But thankfully I'm well trained not to laugh at his jokes already, cannot afford to choke on my food and start coughing again. Not when I'm finally okay and well enough to sing :D

Wanted to head back after that, but we stopped by at Blackball :D Sighpie, supposed to eat desserts once every fortnight but it... failed HAHA. Having it weekly hahaha, not to mention I still have my gelato cravings - shall find Michie to eat together soon! :) And I never knew they have winter melon base for the dessert - shall eat there again sometime sooooooon!!

Sunday really well spent with them; I don't say much but really thankful to have known all of them. :D Guess really, if not for Taiwan exchange, I wouldn't have known any of them and things would really be different back in SG. Meeting new people & making new friends is interesting; I'm always glad that I've made friends who are friends to keep! :)

Every new friend is a new adventure... the start of more memories. - Patrick Lindsay 

Something that we can all relate to :)

Headed home and I had ice cream and milo for desserts again cause my maid struck lottery - not a lot but she always buy us stuff at times like this! Hehehe not to mention they saved my favourite soup for me for supper! :D (Guess my mum was also smart enough to tell my maid not to save food for me). Glad the week ended well~~

Yoga Monday!
Super busy Monday - had to bring so many sets of clothes - one for the accreditation meeting, and sports attire for yoga! Shan't elaborate on the meeting cause it's on dayre, but yoga was quite interesting though I was late, I missed like more than half the lesson! HAHA. But okay at least I still exercised a little! And it's always nice to talk to Kary cause we can talk about anything and everything, and it keeps me happy :D Hopefully the next few sessions would be fun as well! & Our stomach muscles did ache today HAHA. Do you think it's possible to get abs from all these yoga with all the core training? :P

On a side note I'm glad I'm following my resolutions - trying new food / spending quality time with people who make me happy :D Hahaha random but Bev made me do the quiz to find out about my love language. I got quality time as my primary language and words of encouragement as my secondary language, but I guess it's not only when it comes to those kind of relationships, even with friends I guess these hold as well :D Which is probably why the company always mattered more than anything else.

One of the best things in life is making new friends and spending time with the old ones. 

This is quite true hahaha :)

Something rather punny to end the post before I start.... doing some work! Shall be a good student and stay at home in the afternoon :D