I think I'm gna go crazy with the crazy mood swings that I'm experiencing. Like how much I dreaded astro on thurs, enjoyed my day with my family on friday, having friendlies for 5-6hours on a sunny Saturday, feeling damn angst when it poured right before I was leaving hall, enjoyed my sleep on a Sunday morning and feeling really frustrated since evening till now. And I predicted today's gna be a not-so-nice dayyyyyyyyy :(
Like I'd already had a really bad premonition this week and true enough, I'd kinda flunked my OB critical thinking essay, yes like seriously argh :( not very surprised but you'd not want to get this kinda grade when creative thinking assignment wasn't that good. And it must rain now before softball training and i'm not gna have time to sleep again till 11ish :( Headache much but anyway I'm gna try forget that I ever wrote essays, really don't like OB already.
Marketing presentation is this friday and I'm really hoping it'll be fine, like I cannot afford to flunk 2 modules rightttttttt.
Think I need to pray really hard my grades are not gna be so screwed and horrible compared to my roomie's! Not wanting to compare but yeah you'll naturally feel really envious when your roomie does well and develop a bit of inferior complex.
And things are not gna help if people tell me it's okay cause, I just feel that I'm not made for uni. Like seriously until now I still think it was a mistake to go JC and endure all this shit till now :( Or rather I should've just taken Math/Chem instead. At least I'd skip the essays and presentations.
AH. SIAN MAX :( I should just sing K for this song till I feel much better after training!
I'm so looking forward for tmr's activities; movie woohoo :) Needed a break seriously!
Anyway OB meeting was quite productive? :D Hahaha I think my groupmates are quite smart, and funny! Was discussing about the case study and the conclusion we had about the case study was really epiccc. And I'm secretly hoping they will say it after the presentation just for laughs HAHA. Spent the whole day preparing for H2GT! The performances at night were really good, *claps* AND CONGRATS DALENTS! :D Magee party again at night, omg guilty muchhhhhhhhhh :(
I'm gna attempt studying astro today, but I think it'll fail HAHAHA.
AND OMG MY MUM SUSPENDED STARHUB CABLETV AND MY INTERNET TILL MID DEC :( I get her point that we shouldn't waste the money since renovation is on-going and I can alw watch it at my Grandma's hse, but I can't record my shows alr!! And I have to find alternative internet sources! Haiyo. But it'll be a good way to get me to study ah. @@
Woo yesterday was a really good day off, after staying up to do marketing on Sunday night, hahaha okay I'm really trying to stay as positive as possible to offset the mood swings caused by the lack of sleep recently! Had macs yesterday, like finally! Hahaha but then again I feel damn guilty after eating, esp when I ate Macs again for breakfast today!
Softball practice was quite chill yesterday! :) And I went for rec games for the first time yesterday! Hahaha Revesi & Contract bridge seem fun! Hehehe was learning all those rules and messages behind each bid for contract bridge; likka hard ah!!! But it was fun to play till 12! :D Magee supper at Yanping's room before attempting to read up a bit for OB, but yeah nothing went innnnnn.
I think I'm paying attention in stats tutorial today HAHAA. I was actually writing down notes and adding stuff for my own revision. Rare sight heh. :)
Shall aim to finish reading the chapter and case study by today omg cannot be a liability for OB meeting tmr!
My mum's sending me pics of my furniture getting hacked down omg sad max :(
Omgomg I totally hate this feeling okay, like seriously it never fails to haunt me whenever I have assignments to complete and they are of such heavy weightage.
I've submitted my critical thinking assignment alr; I don't think it's extremely good but I really can't think of what else to write. Plus, I didn't want to ask too many people and start acting like a kanchiong spider all over again. Not this one when you need to support assertions and the essay is really time consuming. Imagine getting people to tell you at the eleventh hour that something's wrong with your writeup when others who you've consulted all said it was okay. @__@ But anyway I've submitted it, all I hope is a decent B! :/
My marketing report and ppt slides have also been submitted online! Okay spent the most time on this already for the past week, like on Tuesday we literally spent the whole afternoon in the TV lounge typing out everything, whilst our weekends are spent trying to make them better. Honestly I'm quite scared cause somehow I got a feeling that we don't have enough content, but I can't figure what is wrong esp when I don't even understand marketing. It requires a lot of common sense but somehow I lack in that aspect LOL. But then again I think I'm just expecting too much ah, like after doing up WR and OP back in MJC I think they really taught me to be really picky in the sense that I will want to aim for perfection. But well, I think we can work on Q&A and the oral presentation, like elaborate more on the points not in the slide. Maybe it'll helppppppppp.
But now I think I should just stop feeling insecure and paranoid. It's like 1am soon and I've yet to finish some stuff omg. How am I gonna sleep at this rate?!
Met Germ on Friday with Kary. Hahah he hasn't changed much! :) And we happened to see Alexius (and Ryan) HAHA omg small world!! Had a bit of food and watched some performances, and still thankful that he invited us to his army chalet hehe it's quite nice to catch up a lil' with him ^^ And he offered to cab us homeeeee haha w/e happened to his miser image lol!
Anyway I'm officially homeless!!! Srsly I think I will miss my house eh, afterall I've lived in that environment with all those furniture for more than 10 years. It'd be a lie if I said I don't feel anything for it. Esp if I'm one who can't even part with my stars/shells and my bedddddddv after so many years. Not to mention my 7yo computer which is finally... going to be discarded. Hahaha my mum says I'm finny cause I took pictures of my house before they took down anything, as well as the empty areas after moving everything; but I think those are memories that I hope I can remember as part of my growing years eh. :) But okay anyway, I'm still looking forward to my new deco in December hehehe!
Supposed to be the mug-like-mad week but somehow I looked too chillax, or that's what my roomie is saying! Hahaha probably cause some work was accomplished during the weekend so I can chill, but I've got not much shows to watch, cleared most of them at home also heheh. TV manaic ^^
Anywayz half a semester is gone and omg it's stressful max!! Hahaha had to do stats report and marketing proposal! And I'm glad to have nice groupmates, like really! Both like efficient uh!! ;) And it's even better to know that I got an A for stats report ohyeah!! :) Marketing proposal presentation was okay, but omg I cannot believe how nervous I was cause it's my first presentation in the semester afterall, and it's like OP all over again; lack of practice just made me tongue-tied :/ But anyway we're doing now and the first draft was handed in on Monday, our tutor says it's fine so yay ;) Not so stressed about having editing too much!
Been enjoying life much uh, night cycling on Friday! YAY I CAN CYCLE WITHOUT FALLING! ^^ Hahaha but I almost banged into poles again ahh omg embarrassed much!! And I'm glad I never jammed brake too many times! Anna and I were trying to practise before it started somemore haha, but it's damn funny when either one of us almost met any crisis uh ;) ;) Hehehe but the suay thing is to fall when playing catching with Hoby and Bonkas, like srsly I'm still accident prone afterall -_- And I never knew the cuts were so bad till Saturday omggggg. It's damn scary to even look at it, and so I'm probably going to be on jeans till next week, hopefully there'll be no scars pleasepleaseplease @@
Good food @ Grandma's on Sat after napping in the afternoon hehehe ^^ Sunday was spent watching tv and doing some work! Headed to NEX on Monday to do marking plan, omg ps max for being late :( But yay the plan didn't take as long as we expected! :D But okay the crew at Teadot was horrible omg, never gonna do work there anymoreeeeeee. Din Tai Fung for lunch (xlb!!!) and my favourite eggtarts hehehe!! AND I MET JANA AT TAMP, like really!! :D Shall meet her after her midterms are over, need to catch up uh!!! :D
Supposed to go shopping with parents but I overslept uh!! But yay they still bought me good food and sent me to hall! Shall head home on Friday to do some packing, renovation works in less than 2 weeks' time, can't wait!! Hahaha but I'm not anticipating being homeless. & I need to find a place to store my piano omg!! Think I can kiss goodbye to my violin already; the strings would've rusted and spoilt it :(
Hehehe time to do OB, I hate critical writing omg nightmare once again :( Can't wait to meet the girls for movie later! :) They're accommodating me to wear jeans at Orchard hahaha omg love 'em much! :')
Good mood now cause there's like lotsa nice kpop songs!! BTOB's WOW is definitely worth a listen, and there's lovely remake of All For You (reminded me of Audi omg!!), FT Island's upbeat song, Orange Caramel's new song is quite addictive too! Yay and Mighty Mouth's backkk too, nice songs ftw~
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Monday, 29 October 2012
I think I'm gna go crazy with the crazy mood swings that I'm experiencing. Like how much I dreaded astro on thurs, enjoyed my day with my family on friday, having friendlies for 5-6hours on a sunny Saturday, feeling damn angst when it poured right before I was leaving hall, enjoyed my sleep on a Sunday morning and feeling really frustrated since evening till now. And I predicted today's gna be a not-so-nice dayyyyyyyyy :(
Like I'd already had a really bad premonition this week and true enough, I'd kinda flunked my OB critical thinking essay, yes like seriously argh :( not very surprised but you'd not want to get this kinda grade when creative thinking assignment wasn't that good. And it must rain now before softball training and i'm not gna have time to sleep again till 11ish :( Headache much but anyway I'm gna try forget that I ever wrote essays, really don't like OB already.
Marketing presentation is this friday and I'm really hoping it'll be fine, like I cannot afford to flunk 2 modules rightttttttt.
Think I need to pray really hard my grades are not gna be so screwed and horrible compared to my roomie's! Not wanting to compare but yeah you'll naturally feel really envious when your roomie does well and develop a bit of inferior complex.
And things are not gna help if people tell me it's okay cause, I just feel that I'm not made for uni. Like seriously until now I still think it was a mistake to go JC and endure all this shit till now :( Or rather I should've just taken Math/Chem instead. At least I'd skip the essays and presentations.
AH. SIAN MAX :( I should just sing K for this song till I feel much better after training!
I'm so looking forward for tmr's activities; movie woohoo :) Needed a break seriously!
Anyway OB meeting was quite productive? :D Hahaha I think my groupmates are quite smart, and funny! Was discussing about the case study and the conclusion we had about the case study was really epiccc. And I'm secretly hoping they will say it after the presentation just for laughs HAHA. Spent the whole day preparing for H2GT! The performances at night were really good, *claps* AND CONGRATS DALENTS! :D Magee party again at night, omg guilty muchhhhhhhhhh :(
I'm gna attempt studying astro today, but I think it'll fail HAHAHA.
AND OMG MY MUM SUSPENDED STARHUB CABLETV AND MY INTERNET TILL MID DEC :( I get her point that we shouldn't waste the money since renovation is on-going and I can alw watch it at my Grandma's hse, but I can't record my shows alr!! And I have to find alternative internet sources! Haiyo. But it'll be a good way to get me to study ah. @@
Woo yesterday was a really good day off, after staying up to do marketing on Sunday night, hahaha okay I'm really trying to stay as positive as possible to offset the mood swings caused by the lack of sleep recently! Had macs yesterday, like finally! Hahaha but then again I feel damn guilty after eating, esp when I ate Macs again for breakfast today!
Softball practice was quite chill yesterday! :) And I went for rec games for the first time yesterday! Hahaha Revesi & Contract bridge seem fun! Hehehe was learning all those rules and messages behind each bid for contract bridge; likka hard ah!!! But it was fun to play till 12! :D Magee supper at Yanping's room before attempting to read up a bit for OB, but yeah nothing went innnnnn.
I think I'm paying attention in stats tutorial today HAHAA. I was actually writing down notes and adding stuff for my own revision. Rare sight heh. :)
Shall aim to finish reading the chapter and case study by today omg cannot be a liability for OB meeting tmr!
My mum's sending me pics of my furniture getting hacked down omg sad max :(
Omgomg I totally hate this feeling okay, like seriously it never fails to haunt me whenever I have assignments to complete and they are of such heavy weightage.
I've submitted my critical thinking assignment alr; I don't think it's extremely good but I really can't think of what else to write. Plus, I didn't want to ask too many people and start acting like a kanchiong spider all over again. Not this one when you need to support assertions and the essay is really time consuming. Imagine getting people to tell you at the eleventh hour that something's wrong with your writeup when others who you've consulted all said it was okay. @__@ But anyway I've submitted it, all I hope is a decent B! :/
My marketing report and ppt slides have also been submitted online! Okay spent the most time on this already for the past week, like on Tuesday we literally spent the whole afternoon in the TV lounge typing out everything, whilst our weekends are spent trying to make them better. Honestly I'm quite scared cause somehow I got a feeling that we don't have enough content, but I can't figure what is wrong esp when I don't even understand marketing. It requires a lot of common sense but somehow I lack in that aspect LOL. But then again I think I'm just expecting too much ah, like after doing up WR and OP back in MJC I think they really taught me to be really picky in the sense that I will want to aim for perfection. But well, I think we can work on Q&A and the oral presentation, like elaborate more on the points not in the slide. Maybe it'll helppppppppp.
But now I think I should just stop feeling insecure and paranoid. It's like 1am soon and I've yet to finish some stuff omg. How am I gonna sleep at this rate?!
Met Germ on Friday with Kary. Hahah he hasn't changed much! :) And we happened to see Alexius (and Ryan) HAHA omg small world!! Had a bit of food and watched some performances, and still thankful that he invited us to his army chalet hehe it's quite nice to catch up a lil' with him ^^ And he offered to cab us homeeeee haha w/e happened to his miser image lol!
Anyway I'm officially homeless!!! Srsly I think I will miss my house eh, afterall I've lived in that environment with all those furniture for more than 10 years. It'd be a lie if I said I don't feel anything for it. Esp if I'm one who can't even part with my stars/shells and my bedddddddv after so many years. Not to mention my 7yo computer which is finally... going to be discarded. Hahaha my mum says I'm finny cause I took pictures of my house before they took down anything, as well as the empty areas after moving everything; but I think those are memories that I hope I can remember as part of my growing years eh. :) But okay anyway, I'm still looking forward to my new deco in December hehehe!
Supposed to be the mug-like-mad week but somehow I looked too chillax, or that's what my roomie is saying! Hahaha probably cause some work was accomplished during the weekend so I can chill, but I've got not much shows to watch, cleared most of them at home also heheh. TV manaic ^^
Anywayz half a semester is gone and omg it's stressful max!! Hahaha had to do stats report and marketing proposal! And I'm glad to have nice groupmates, like really! Both like efficient uh!! ;) And it's even better to know that I got an A for stats report ohyeah!! :) Marketing proposal presentation was okay, but omg I cannot believe how nervous I was cause it's my first presentation in the semester afterall, and it's like OP all over again; lack of practice just made me tongue-tied :/ But anyway we're doing now and the first draft was handed in on Monday, our tutor says it's fine so yay ;) Not so stressed about having editing too much!
Been enjoying life much uh, night cycling on Friday! YAY I CAN CYCLE WITHOUT FALLING! ^^ Hahaha but I almost banged into poles again ahh omg embarrassed much!! And I'm glad I never jammed brake too many times! Anna and I were trying to practise before it started somemore haha, but it's damn funny when either one of us almost met any crisis uh ;) ;) Hehehe but the suay thing is to fall when playing catching with Hoby and Bonkas, like srsly I'm still accident prone afterall -_- And I never knew the cuts were so bad till Saturday omggggg. It's damn scary to even look at it, and so I'm probably going to be on jeans till next week, hopefully there'll be no scars pleasepleaseplease @@
Good food @ Grandma's on Sat after napping in the afternoon hehehe ^^ Sunday was spent watching tv and doing some work! Headed to NEX on Monday to do marking plan, omg ps max for being late :( But yay the plan didn't take as long as we expected! :D But okay the crew at Teadot was horrible omg, never gonna do work there anymoreeeeeee. Din Tai Fung for lunch (xlb!!!) and my favourite eggtarts hehehe!! AND I MET JANA AT TAMP, like really!! :D Shall meet her after her midterms are over, need to catch up uh!!! :D
Supposed to go shopping with parents but I overslept uh!! But yay they still bought me good food and sent me to hall! Shall head home on Friday to do some packing, renovation works in less than 2 weeks' time, can't wait!! Hahaha but I'm not anticipating being homeless. & I need to find a place to store my piano omg!! Think I can kiss goodbye to my violin already; the strings would've rusted and spoilt it :(
Hehehe time to do OB, I hate critical writing omg nightmare once again :( Can't wait to meet the girls for movie later! :) They're accommodating me to wear jeans at Orchard hahaha omg love 'em much! :')
Good mood now cause there's like lotsa nice kpop songs!! BTOB's WOW is definitely worth a listen, and there's lovely remake of All For You (reminded me of Audi omg!!), FT Island's upbeat song, Orange Caramel's new song is quite addictive too! Yay and Mighty Mouth's backkk too, nice songs ftw~
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