I'm not exactly one, but I guess I'm close to one!
School's started and tbh I think I'm not coping very well! I hardly participate in class, take damn long to finish my tutorials and I barely have time to read up on anything. And all these can be explained by my own behaviour srsly. I'm close to a perfectionist; I am scared to make mistakes and I always aim to complete everything without making much mistakes. I don't wanna be judged by others if I ever make mistakes, but all these done at the expense of my time (&sometimes I still can't finish my tutorials -_-). And actually I can't really seem to think of how to go about doing my tutorials for some modules cause I'm really really scared that I may be called and if I answer wrongly I'd be judged at my capability and knowledge. I'm really really trying to avoid it argh, though I know it's not good!! I'm actually putting my class participations at risks too, since the professors usually says it's okay to give wrong answer cause we can discuss it and at least I'll still be taking part in class. I think I'll be stuck at this point for a really really long time! And I've actually find Marketing and OB quite challenging for me, cause they are more practical-based, like you need to do case studies to truly understand instead of just spamming whatever theories that you've been taught. And I think application of knowledge is really really difficult for me. There's lotsa writing for OB as well!!!! :(:(:(:(
I'm ejoying hall life but I think I'll have trouble with schoolwork-hall balance!! Supper HTHT sessions almost everyday!! I went for quite a number of trials, and I signed up for dance and softball. Dk if I'll regret not cause both dance and softball require quite a bit of training and skills uh!! Also signed up for IIC(investment club) which I think it'll be useful! Idk if I should try welfare club, sounds good cause of the activities as well as points that I'll need in order to get min points for staying in hall next year!! Applied for hall comms but I think it's gone alreadyyyyyyyyyyyy. But I'm scared it'll be too taxing! :( Esp when I'm so unsure with what I'm studying!! Lagging much.
Btw, I love HTHT sessions but knowing too much kills, if you know what I mean :(
Got so many things to update about but no time. Tutorial tmr aiyo. I hate stats when it's IT based!
LOVE THIS SONG :D Prob even more than how much I enjoy listening to Beautiful night!
I have OB seminar and two other lects on monday and they're consecutive!! As in no breaks at all! My monday will be damn tiring leh omg!! And I cant seem to change my lect timings; changing OB timeslot will make it a 5day week!!!
I've decided to go for both DnDs in the end and omgzxz the costs will srsly kill me. REALLY TIME TO FIND TUITION TO SUPPLEMENT MY LIFESTYLE!!!
I'm running outta formal dresses for such events :(
I'm gna be homesick really soon!!! Trying to spend as much time w family!!
YAY WILLIAM AKA A SENIOR MAY HAVE BOOKS TO SELL ME. Praying rly hard he has them!!!!
JUST WENT SHOPPING TODAY OMG I THINK I SPENT TOO MUCH AGAIN, INCLUDING THE STUFF TO BRING TO HALL!! The small fan I bought don't seem to help much in dealing the heat in the room I think, how!!!!!
Woohoo I survived hall camp! Glad to say that I didn't miss much; I'd only went home one morning to deposit stuff and skipped most of Flavours(aka soysauce night omg smelly maxxxxxxxx) for NBS bash!
Camp was quite fun overall, though the first few days was quite bad that it made it seem really cmiii, but I'm glad I stayed uh! Just a pity that I didn't manage to slip off to meet Moltres people for supperz, surprise and the send-off cause I'm seriously not good at making excuses to run away lollllllll. But I still heart Moltres k! :)
Oh yes I'm super glad hall camp wasn't as tiring as nbs one; more sleep and yes less couple interaction kinda stuff!! Hehehe I'm like super thankful for that cause I'm never comfortable with physical contact lol!
For SP the guys didn't get it as bad as the nbs foc one did hahah! And SP night was held at RP for everybody instead-2 couples per table! Not bad uh but was quite awkward and I was whatsapping Lynn who's sitting beside me lol! Just super tired on the last day when they had initiation games!! Omg caterpillar + losta running + leopard crawling on mud + no sleep (blindfolded the whole night) = cui max! But I'm glad I went through it though. Camps always remind me that I need to exerciseeeee moreeeeeeee. #sadfact
Oh we won the MOST AYE AYE AWARD! GO HOBYYYY!
Some interesting facts for Camp Aye Aye!
- I think I feel much more comfortable with Hoby girls. And I'm really serious! I guess skipping precamp for NBS FOC really made it harder for me to blend in with people in Moltres, but well overall I'm still glad to be part of Moltres! Just that I find it much easier to talk to people in Hoby Idk why hahah! Glad to have made good friends with Lynn, Kathy, Natalia, Lecia, Zhekang, Wanling, Melody! Omgz heart them much!
- I really find Zhekang super brave & Melody really cute! I'm very very sure I'll never be able to shave my hair, so yupp, really respect Zhekang!! And Melody's accent is really very funny in a cute way!
- Idk why but I love talking to a few seniors!! For girls it's like Nicole, Yilin and Mainbao!! It's like super easy to talk to them omg and seems that we have things in common to talk about!! Won't forget how I'll just naturally walk beside one of them to talk during camp and talk about random stuff! :) For the guys, Lynn & I talked to Darren and Zongting quite often ah!! Hahaha for Darren cause he alw disturb us one! & It took us so long for him to reveal his traffic light colour! And Zongting he's really too blur alr lolol but he's someone who talks to people easily so yup! But generally all seniors are friendly and I likeeeee :)
- I've got really funny seniors like Mark(I think everyone knows him alr!) And Kuek who said he was half Russian on the first night of camp and got us all confused HAHAHA.
- Hoby's got 3 people who look really alike!! Victor, Xurong and Terence(aka fake freshie!) Omg I really got mixed up with them on the second day when Terence came in! Like seriously I was trying not to call the wrong names! For seniors I think Boon Hoe and Jerico look alike Idk why. Really 傻傻分不清楚!!
- I love HTHT sessions yay! :)
Anw I feel bad skipping today's Food Trail cause I oversleptttttttt. I think I switched the alarm off myself sersiously, must have been too tired hahah!! Okay but I'll try to make it for cycling trip on Saturday! :)
Oh I just remembered I saw Aaron yesterday!! My violin senior in primary school!! And the best thing is, he actually recognised me first! It took me v v v v long to realised I actually knew him before during NBS Welcome Ceremony yesterday! What are the chances that we're in the same marketing group uh!! :)
And dang now I need help with school stuff cause I know nothing about it!! I mean like Idk what books I'll need, the add/drop thing and many many moreeeee. Think it's really time for me to read up!! Cause I never knew I had to take up electives with my current AU points! #dumbgirlmax :(
OHYES I ALSO DK WHETHER TO TAKE UP SPORTS NOT!! Partly cause Hall 2's a sports hall, and cause I want to try something new. WS's gna try netball I think, and I'm still indecisive!!
I'm also voice-less todayyyyyy. :( Just glad I didn't drink much yesterday and avoided hangover!
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Hate being a perfectionist.
Tuesday, 28 August 2012
I'm not exactly one, but I guess I'm close to one!
School's started and tbh I think I'm not coping very well! I hardly participate in class, take damn long to finish my tutorials and I barely have time to read up on anything. And all these can be explained by my own behaviour srsly. I'm close to a perfectionist; I am scared to make mistakes and I always aim to complete everything without making much mistakes. I don't wanna be judged by others if I ever make mistakes, but all these done at the expense of my time (&sometimes I still can't finish my tutorials -_-). And actually I can't really seem to think of how to go about doing my tutorials for some modules cause I'm really really scared that I may be called and if I answer wrongly I'd be judged at my capability and knowledge. I'm really really trying to avoid it argh, though I know it's not good!! I'm actually putting my class participations at risks too, since the professors usually says it's okay to give wrong answer cause we can discuss it and at least I'll still be taking part in class. I think I'll be stuck at this point for a really really long time! And I've actually find Marketing and OB quite challenging for me, cause they are more practical-based, like you need to do case studies to truly understand instead of just spamming whatever theories that you've been taught. And I think application of knowledge is really really difficult for me. There's lotsa writing for OB as well!!!! :(:(:(:(
I'm ejoying hall life but I think I'll have trouble with schoolwork-hall balance!! Supper HTHT sessions almost everyday!! I went for quite a number of trials, and I signed up for dance and softball. Dk if I'll regret not cause both dance and softball require quite a bit of training and skills uh!! Also signed up for IIC(investment club) which I think it'll be useful! Idk if I should try welfare club, sounds good cause of the activities as well as points that I'll need in order to get min points for staying in hall next year!! Applied for hall comms but I think it's gone alreadyyyyyyyyyyyy. But I'm scared it'll be too taxing! :( Esp when I'm so unsure with what I'm studying!! Lagging much.
Btw, I love HTHT sessions but knowing too much kills, if you know what I mean :(
Got so many things to update about but no time. Tutorial tmr aiyo. I hate stats when it's IT based!
LOVE THIS SONG :D Prob even more than how much I enjoy listening to Beautiful night!
I have OB seminar and two other lects on monday and they're consecutive!! As in no breaks at all! My monday will be damn tiring leh omg!! And I cant seem to change my lect timings; changing OB timeslot will make it a 5day week!!!
I've decided to go for both DnDs in the end and omgzxz the costs will srsly kill me. REALLY TIME TO FIND TUITION TO SUPPLEMENT MY LIFESTYLE!!!
I'm running outta formal dresses for such events :(
I'm gna be homesick really soon!!! Trying to spend as much time w family!!
YAY WILLIAM AKA A SENIOR MAY HAVE BOOKS TO SELL ME. Praying rly hard he has them!!!!
JUST WENT SHOPPING TODAY OMG I THINK I SPENT TOO MUCH AGAIN, INCLUDING THE STUFF TO BRING TO HALL!! The small fan I bought don't seem to help much in dealing the heat in the room I think, how!!!!!
Woohoo I survived hall camp! Glad to say that I didn't miss much; I'd only went home one morning to deposit stuff and skipped most of Flavours(aka soysauce night omg smelly maxxxxxxxx) for NBS bash!
Camp was quite fun overall, though the first few days was quite bad that it made it seem really cmiii, but I'm glad I stayed uh! Just a pity that I didn't manage to slip off to meet Moltres people for supperz, surprise and the send-off cause I'm seriously not good at making excuses to run away lollllllll. But I still heart Moltres k! :)
Oh yes I'm super glad hall camp wasn't as tiring as nbs one; more sleep and yes less couple interaction kinda stuff!! Hehehe I'm like super thankful for that cause I'm never comfortable with physical contact lol!
For SP the guys didn't get it as bad as the nbs foc one did hahah! And SP night was held at RP for everybody instead-2 couples per table! Not bad uh but was quite awkward and I was whatsapping Lynn who's sitting beside me lol! Just super tired on the last day when they had initiation games!! Omg caterpillar + losta running + leopard crawling on mud + no sleep (blindfolded the whole night) = cui max! But I'm glad I went through it though. Camps always remind me that I need to exerciseeeee moreeeeeeee. #sadfact
Oh we won the MOST AYE AYE AWARD! GO HOBYYYY!
Some interesting facts for Camp Aye Aye!
- I think I feel much more comfortable with Hoby girls. And I'm really serious! I guess skipping precamp for NBS FOC really made it harder for me to blend in with people in Moltres, but well overall I'm still glad to be part of Moltres! Just that I find it much easier to talk to people in Hoby Idk why hahah! Glad to have made good friends with Lynn, Kathy, Natalia, Lecia, Zhekang, Wanling, Melody! Omgz heart them much!
- I really find Zhekang super brave & Melody really cute! I'm very very sure I'll never be able to shave my hair, so yupp, really respect Zhekang!! And Melody's accent is really very funny in a cute way!
- Idk why but I love talking to a few seniors!! For girls it's like Nicole, Yilin and Mainbao!! It's like super easy to talk to them omg and seems that we have things in common to talk about!! Won't forget how I'll just naturally walk beside one of them to talk during camp and talk about random stuff! :) For the guys, Lynn & I talked to Darren and Zongting quite often ah!! Hahaha for Darren cause he alw disturb us one! & It took us so long for him to reveal his traffic light colour! And Zongting he's really too blur alr lolol but he's someone who talks to people easily so yup! But generally all seniors are friendly and I likeeeee :)
- I've got really funny seniors like Mark(I think everyone knows him alr!) And Kuek who said he was half Russian on the first night of camp and got us all confused HAHAHA.
- Hoby's got 3 people who look really alike!! Victor, Xurong and Terence(aka fake freshie!) Omg I really got mixed up with them on the second day when Terence came in! Like seriously I was trying not to call the wrong names! For seniors I think Boon Hoe and Jerico look alike Idk why. Really 傻傻分不清楚!!
- I love HTHT sessions yay! :)
Anw I feel bad skipping today's Food Trail cause I oversleptttttttt. I think I switched the alarm off myself sersiously, must have been too tired hahah!! Okay but I'll try to make it for cycling trip on Saturday! :)
Oh I just remembered I saw Aaron yesterday!! My violin senior in primary school!! And the best thing is, he actually recognised me first! It took me v v v v long to realised I actually knew him before during NBS Welcome Ceremony yesterday! What are the chances that we're in the same marketing group uh!! :)
And dang now I need help with school stuff cause I know nothing about it!! I mean like Idk what books I'll need, the add/drop thing and many many moreeeee. Think it's really time for me to read up!! Cause I never knew I had to take up electives with my current AU points! #dumbgirlmax :(
OHYES I ALSO DK WHETHER TO TAKE UP SPORTS NOT!! Partly cause Hall 2's a sports hall, and cause I want to try something new. WS's gna try netball I think, and I'm still indecisive!!
I'm also voice-less todayyyyyy. :( Just glad I didn't drink much yesterday and avoided hangover!
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