I hate to use Facebook, Twitter or other social websites. No doubt it helps to keep people in contact some way, but sometimes you just hate knowing about things that brings about past events that..... weren't that pleasant. :/
Ignorance is bliss~~~

I guessed I've said it before somewhere, and I'm very sure I did just that I can't access to it anymore... Just envious about people and regretful cause of my character in the past which I'll never ever want to know of it again. x.x Argh anyway I just need to know how to deal with it.
Kkkk also need to be less sensitive and not think too much; kills when I make something so insignificant sound so serious liddat oror getting upset over trivial matter(in other's opinion)! Shall put them as part of my new year resolution!!

Job hunting with Weishan today again, hopefully I can get a job soon!! But now Idk how to write a resumeeeee. Peishi said she will send one template but it isn't here yet!! Speaking of which I had a short meetup with them yesterday :) Tsk Peishi & Leroy have internships, Laiyin has a job while I'm still jobless and splurging!! Oh and most of them have their futures planned while I'm still.... AH THIS IS STRESSING. :(

Ahhh my nail chipped and Idk how to remove gelish so I'm waiting for the next visit to my aunt's!! And I hope I can get my jelly ready for potluck tmr, and hopefully they're edible.... Tsk my brain hasn't been working much and too many pot luck sessions so actually I was thinking of ordering satay or making curry or beehoon but they seem difficult to be carried on the bus. Must make full use of my ezlink though my dad's free. Ah irritating I just topped up my card today and it's expiring.

I need help with my resume, and I hope my contacts wouldn't die on me tmr!! My last pair of daily contacts! :) And I need to wake up earlier. No more 12 in the afternoon kind!
And today was quite a madrush in the morning cause I needed to help to burn some incense paper for my grandma and I overslept... Well I stayed up till 2 to fold them and there were so many left so I was supposed to wake up early to continue folding but I couldn't. Tskkk pig ttm.

Labels: job, meetup

I really really suck at doing my nails. Tried doing my toenails and omg it took me hours and I was watching like 2 HK dramas and 2 episodes of TGL while doing!! Tsk why my toenails love to stick to each other huhhhhhhhhh. Had a hard time choosing colours too :(
And my masterpiece is still quite shitty, I think I scratched my toenail my accident before the polish dries when I did it for the last time argh :( And my thumb's gelish also caught some of the previous polish colours I used :'( Together with the few bad dreams that my nails broke, seems like the day to remove them is near... Ah once you get something nice it seems hard to let go. :/

Okay anyway I've get to call Chloe about getting a job. Just need a simple reminder hehehe. Perhaps I'll have to start on the second week of Jan if possible cause I've got activities next week too, and it's ridiculous to take so many days off on the first week of work!

Anw Huh Gak's song from TGL is still stuck on my head!! Ah watching the show makes me feel bad for the guy who tries to help the female lead to forget the male lead but in the end gets hurt insteaddd. Quite realistic huh.

Labels: home, job, nails

I'm in a pretty good mood since yesterday! Probably cause it was finally a day out with my family, like seriously it was yesterday then I realised I barely spent any time with my parents. Went to nex yeah, bought my favourite eggtarts and finally bought a gift. Barely shopped cause of time constraints and yeah only bought 2 tops!! Supposed to look around at CottonOn to see if I want the other two tops but I forget about it today!

Anywayy job hunting today, seems like the most probable jobs that I can take are either 5 or 6 per hour :/ Shall try going to airport & Tai Seng for the C&K interview, hopefull there'll be a job with better pay!! If not I'm just gonna take up the one at Sportslink and slack my way through! Their working hours alongside with Bega's seem the nicest so far >.<
And we saw Kary before leaving!! And she gave some good recommendations! :D Bought my YAMI yogurt!! Hehehe a new favourite cause it's the only yogurt that I don't find it sour and it's less fattening than ice cream! :S

Heh now I feel guilty that I didn't go Jurong Point & my aunt's house!! Need to do my toenails cause the polish came off finally! Hope my gel nails can last till the 1st before I remove them and start pianoooooo.

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Anyway help me decideeeee. Flea market or chalet!! Both clash on the 8th sigh, and I've got no idea if I'm ever gonna work on the 9th or or I have any work on the 21st!!

Labels: job

To whoever will be ever reading this,

Labels: christmas, presents

Okay maybe not really those traditional ones, but rather those modern kampongs! Quite cool one okay, like the exterior looks like one but inside..... you see sofa, LCD tvs, computers.. Can even use wifi and surf net uh. And it's spacious :D Okay Idk how to really describe it but that's just the main features. Okay sidetrack, the baby kid in the house is super cuteee! :D Hehehee :P

Hohoho okay but besides that, the trip was really long and exciting heh. Along the way you see small shophouses in each town, which is like their version of Orchard :O Ah we get to see cows along the way too, like really a lot!! Oh and their roads are really different from Singapore ones okay, like some areas super cramp, no divider lines, and yes you can ride really fast, like 140km/h :O The ride there was quite scary, especially when there're many turns to make and you cannot see if there's any vehicle ahead so that you can overtake by taking the opposite lane. And there were like 5 cars there, Jiaxuan's mum is really a scary driver lol! The way she overtakes was like @_@ when I first saw hahaa. She almost hi a truck in the opposite direction while she tried to overtake!! Oh another really scary one was the roller coaster kind of slopes. Omg that one was really scary okay. I'm glad my aunt was giving directions in our car so she kept telling us about that, and we saw a cab that was ahead of us really fly when going down the steep slope. :S

Okay other than that, they(not me :X) got to eat rare food like... wild boar meat?? Heard that it was delicious but okay I really couldn't force myself to eat kkkk. And also squirrels...... Well at least no anteaters this time. Oh yes Lukas's aunt also helped to ensure I had food to eat everyday ^^ *thankful* Oh yes second day was off to Genting. WAH THE WEATHER THERE WAS AWESOME K! Like it'll never be hot~~ The ride there was really cooling k! Love the breeze hehehe :D And their macs is soo much cheaper than in Singapore........ RM7 for a value lunch! Anyway it's just a pity that it was really misty that day and it was a Sunday, so the kids barely played 2 rides indoors?! :/ But well, at least I maanged to shop for shorts at Padini! :D Still cannot beleive we spent more than an hour inside Padini Authentics before going to the concept store. :S A group of them went to the casino lol.  :) But anyway retail therapy was good enough for me, except that flats always killed me. :( Lucky for a new pair of sandals bought that can be worn on the spot~

Oh anyway the really cool thing is that we get to put fireworks(or they call it rockets) and firecrackers in kampong hehe!!! Super nice at night leh!! And the adults always have their rambutan /durian/ mangosteen (sp?) feast in the morning or at night!! Like really, they live on them like how we live on rice most of the time!!   Ah well, actually I'm quite glad I went for the trip, except that their public toilets really cmi :X

And the trip back from Jusco was quite a nightmare cause we lost our way, like only the car I was in, and we detoured twice leh, the second time we tried to go to the meeting place we were lost again and panicked like shit. And it was like on Monday 11 plus in the night!! Imagine those who need to work & waited for us till we reached the meting place >.<

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But then, after the trip I'm sick, like till now?? :O Sadlife ttm! Like Christmas is this weekend already leh!! All the good food on 24th and 25th... :(:( And my chocolates, cakes and cookies that were bought from Malaysia cannot be kept too long too :( The drinks too, my milooo :( Well at least now it's only my throat and slight flu. Wah the first day I came back I was so sick till I was sleeping for almost 20 hours okay. Woke up once in a while but the appetite was horrible. Wasted like one whole packet of noodles cause only a few spoonfuls were taken and my rice as well :( Well at least I can stay awake in the day now and try finishing my food just that I can't speak much :) Hoping to get well by Christmas, really!! Imagine kids like Jiaxuan and Sean start coming to me again, ah cannot make them sick also what!
On a good note, I'm like drinking many cups of warm water daily k. This is not common since I barely drink any while I was schooling.

And Weishan and I are gonna look for a job together on the 27th! :) Hopefully it'll be at Espirit, like super near okay!! :) 29th will be out to celebrate Laura's birthday, 31st to meet the choir people, I hope I can make it! 30th shall be the day to cut my hair, shall stop layering it!! And also to decide to straighten it or not :)



Ah I just love this show and their songs! :D

Labels: genting, malaysia, shopping, sick

Today was nice with Kary and Weishan!! Shan't say much but met many people today :D! Yay to udons and chawanmushi, and thanks for the present! :)


Okayz I got 2.5h to pack my stuff and sleep till 3.30 before leaving for Malaysia! Will be back on Mondayyyy! :)

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In the end only at most 2h of sleeep D:

Ahhh why am I always repeating the same mistakes after so long!! Seems like I'll always be fated to feel like this for the rest of my life. You know like, sometimes people treat you as someone close but sometimes they just don't recognise your existence. Argh this isn't nice :(

Anw I missed talking to certain people at such hours, like it's been really long since I did that cause of school, but now there's hardly anyone that I want to talk to online!! Msn is somehow outdated alr, and I'm lazy to tweet or post things on facebook! Okay maybe there was one, and I wanted to say hi but the person logged out before I even did that :( And also after so many things happened I doubt things will ever be the same again....



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Heh despite these, I'll always have some good news for myself so as not to dampen my mood too much!

Gonna go out with Kary and Weishan tmr, we'll sure have lots to catch up!! :) And the best thing is, my brother, his friends, my cousin and my cousin's cousin will be watching the movie at the same time!! :O Shall borrow books tmr, a good way to keep myself occupied and not spend moneyyyyyyyy. This month's expenditure is seriously too much, not to say Christmas presents aren't bought yet!!! But cheers for a new computer after 5-6 years HAHAHA :D And bye to my iPhone 4s for now!! My phone's spoilt but my contract hasn't ended and I've got no phones in mind. Shall use spare phones for now~~~~

Godsis and her boyf staying over tmr so that we can all leave together on sat, excited much! :D (Though I'm gonna dread durians and my hair in Malaysia)

Labels: christmas, malaysia, movie

Ah now I know how it feels like not to have anything to do!!! Packed my stuffs and cleaned the house yesterday and I got nothing to do now~~~

Anw decided to go Malaysia on Saturday, alongside with many of my relatives + godsis & her boyf! Hoping that it wouldn't rain badly that day if not it's gonna be so hard for my dad to drive!! & yes I'm in need to buy some stuff too! :D

Okay back to stoning :(((

Godsis came over to stay today till Wednesday before she heads to KL!! :) had a great catchup and my mum was telling her all about the stuffs she got from Korea and US since I can't really appreciate some of the things :P

Heh I got a sneak peak on what's to be launch tmr on vanity drive!! Pearlyn's photos are really pretty!!!:) maybe I'll go say hi next week or something since I'm going off on sat so I'll miss this one again!

And omg I slept till noon for how many consecutive days alr?!?!!

Really hate it when people get too involved in their games, like seriously?

Anw slept till afternoon again, and now I'm home alone cause I'm so reluctant to go to the Flyer. Argh boringggggggggg :(

Oh no today is the third time I've slept till noon. Idk why but really feel very slack and restless lately!! :(

Anyway, Weishan told me she found an old photo in maple, which really brings back memories!! Can't believe she managed to find it online, and it's an old friend who uploaded it onto his folder on google! :) And it's really memorable cause it was when I just started playing online games and being a photoshop noob I used paint to do these! Hahaha I know I have a few more, but maybe not on this computer cause of the clean-up which deleted every photo of mine; hopefully it's on the laptop! :) Ah these sort of made my dayyyy :P


Oh yes, Jackie uploaded the photo from prom which we took together! Idk who bought the photo caused I thought everyone cancelled their order since we couldn't collect it that day. Looks really cool! :D Heh at least there're still memories of being in 101 after 2 years! :D Guess I'm going for the chalet too in January provided I'm not working or it doesn't clash with any of my schedules!


Okay shall sleep cause I may be going out tmr! :) Definitely not gonna take the flyer ride with family cause I've already taken it like thrice and... no need to waste the money since I'll be seeing the same things! Ah I still cannot decide to go Malaysia or not; it'd be good to have a family outing with 20+ people?! But then again Idk if I can survive without some things for 3 days!

And ohyes, can't wait to meet Kary & Weishan on Friday, provided there's slots available to watch movieeeeee! :D

Labels: malaysia, maple, slack

Should I go Malaysia next Saturday?

Labels: malaysia

Heh today's a really long day somehow... And I'm supposed to be clearing & packing my stuffs and cleaning up my room! But well, I shall do that after I watch shows and stuffs to make me feel better as usual~ :D Need to watch one of the Korean dramas (if got time then two!) so that I won't miss out much tmr cause of the clash of my shows from 9 to 12! :)

But anyway, what to do when your family asked you to help someone, you tried but now you're stuck in a situation where you cannot help anymore? 
Ah it's frustrating because now Idk if I should've even helped y'know. 'Cause now I'm confused myself, knowing you for so long, I actually don't know you anymore.


Ah w/e, time to watch shows :D :D

Hehehe today was quite a rollercoaster sort of day; glad that it wasn't too bad a day afterall! :)

Oh yeah scared myself x infinity in the morning cause I saw this small white patch on the cover of Mindy's GC slidecase I was like panicing the shit out of myself when water does no cure to it and using alcohol made it a lot worse!! And I was like super guilty to meet Mindy cause of that, but then, it turned out that it can be simply washed off by using thinner(sp?) Ah still many apologies cause I tried scraping some off with my nails resulting in a few scratches x.x But anw caught up a little with her, all the best for her exams and projects, don't fall asleep again ah! :D Shall meet up with her and the rest after her exams I hope!!! :D Really loved her bubbly and mad character! :)

And yupp, while I walked home it suddenly poured super heavily and I'm still drenched waist down even after I borrowed a really big umbrella! Best is I just bathed before going out so you know right, soaking myself in water 3 times isn't really a good one!

Watched lotsa TV till 11 plus before meeting Gan, Evan and Eugene at Jana's block for her surprise!! As expected, she took quite some to open the door for us. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANA!! :D Hope you liked that small surprise just now, and yup know that we love you loads okay :D Super glad that I knew her cause she's someone that I can talk to, like K-pop(!!!), and of course shopping! Loved her randomness and all those crazy/funny things she does or says sometimes :) Definitely need to get together with her someday before I start to work or something :D


Speaking of which my brother's finally going to look for a job tmr! Hope he gets one really soon and not fight for computer usage with me! :X

Okay really need to wake up early tmr to run!! Ah hope Jana sends me the photos soon, cause my camera battery died(again!!) after only taking a shot of her with her cake hahaha!

Labels: birthday, jana

Heh prom was alright; I ate quite a bit too!! *grins The only thing that I really regretted is my fringe; people who know me well probably know that I cannot and will never be able to tolerate horrible fringes. And it must happen today!!! :( But also I love my curls too, contemplating of getting them also instead of rebonding everything. Like you know, the top straight with a bit of wavy hair at the bottom!

Kk lemme rant about my hair okay if not seriously I'd rather have another day worth of prom to get nice pictures in a nice environment with MJC students for the last time. Ahhh should've told the hairdressor not to hair spray my fringes if not I wouldn't have to wash the fringe and dry it again; y'know after cutting my fringe it's super hard to get them straight ever again. The thought of having to wait for weeks for them to grow is really driving me crazy. If not pictures would be so much nicer. But anw the fringe before the spray was also very nice one okay :(

Met Marianne & the girls at her place cause they were planning to stay overnight :) And credits to Mare for helping me with the eye shadow, it was really nice! Went to the hotel ballroom with them and I FINALLY SAW THE H&M WHICH I WAS LOOKING FOR LAST FRIDAY! :D Shall go there another time! :)

Hehehe oh yeah I saw quite a number of familiar faces at prom too, like class guys, other choir people, and even Justindran? :O Performances were not too bad but the mics phailed really badly, which sorta ruined the performances to some extent :/ Pictues with many people and I also bought the groupshot with the girls! :) Wanted to buy the ones with the class guys but they just couldn't deliver it by today, so well. But the photoshoot with them was really funny; imagine 6-7 guys and 1 girl lol~ But I do appreciate that they still treat me likka classmate, and not like mere acquaintances after As  :)

Okay shall upload some photos and wait for my hair to dry, it's gonna be 3 soon. And my right eye is really red after removing contacts. It was already a little red before removing, must be because I didn't put it in properly. :( Hope it'll be okay tmr!

Labels: prom, shopping, wishlist

If I'm a close friend, acquaintance, or just a nobody. Not targeting anyone, just a random thought that came into my mind. As much as I want to believe that I belong to the first two categories, I can't get rid of this negative thought that I may be categorized under the third one :(

Seems like I can't never get over past experiences after so many years. If only I can tell who are the ones who are really nice to me so that I wouldn't trust the wrong people who will eventually bring me only tears.

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Hehehe went to the gym today, and omg it was really awkward cause there's also a guy in there and we're like super afraid to use the equipment or something! And I'm glad my legs are still well. Been either walking for hours or running for the past week everyday!

& trip to bugis is fun cause I bought my stuff alongside with my brother's! Jiaxuan came along with my aunt and Lucia; she's super cute hehehe :D an I think I was really tired cause I woke up at noon today!


Hoping for prom to be fun tmr :)

The picture says it all - my gel nails!! :) Credits to my aunt for thinking of what to do on my nails since it's the first time for me and I was like taking a super long time to decide what I wanted :) Thought of getting acrylic nails and extensions but then again the need to wear contacts and remove them is gonna kill me, like seriously how to pinch the contacts out when it's so difficult usually?! And my mum's acrylic nail just came off today whilst she was trying to do something, and it's like quite painful! Those nails are really meant for 大小姐s and not us who have to work and not let the fingers relax~ Anyway, square gel nails, I hope they'll last long(or at last last me till prom)! :)

My toenails got painted too but unfortunately one of the nail was kinda screwed cause of the blisterful flats I wore. Omg regretted much but I guess I'm gonna get that nails done again after prom since my pair of heels is most likely gonna kill more of the aunt's hardwork!! And believe it or not, the one who love neutral colours so much actually chose purplish-red with glitters. Super nice though! :)

Oh today was pretty hilarious too, In the end I didn't even go orchard; partly cause of time constraint, but also because I got my dress from my aunt! :) Really saved the money hehe, but I feel guilty cause I asked that polite salesperson to reserve to me and I couldn't call back to inform them about my decision. Got not only 1 but 2 dresses for now:) Just need to decide what to wear now. Oh it's only today till I realised Jurong Point is so big (and definitely a place to shop)! :D Hehehe bought a dress today and had lotsa good food, and this makes me happyyyyyy! Also glad that cutiepie Jiaxuan actually recognises me, and yup she kept playing with me! :) And whilst outside I bet I look like a mum holding to a kid who is barely 1m, super hilarious!

Took the MRT all the way from Boonlay and I slept on the train while sitting at the reserved seat... /hmmm

Labels: dress, nails, prom

You're out on a holiday, you're computer crashed or you just disappeared forever? Hmmm...

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Hoping that tmr will be a good day cause I'll be going out for the whole day; to my aunt's house for my nails and then to orchard for my dress! Hehehe I'm really hoping my mum is okay with that dress that we chose on Friday, if not most probably we'll be shopping in Taka again! But then on second thought, I may be going to Bugis again with dad and my brother on Monday, what if later I change my mind again aiyoyo :/

Ah first things first, I'd better have a good hair day tmr if not I'm so gonna be short-tempered the whole day! & I may be meeting Weishan and Kary on Monday! :) Can't wait to see them after a while!

Oh yes I need to start running again, cannot afford to gain any more weight during this hols! Gonna pray that I won't wake up in the afternoon again so that I can run in the morning later~



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Labels: IU, shopping

A temporary blogskin (I think)!

Hehehe I find danbo really cute, on a random note! :)

Labels: danbo, weheartit

You can't blame me for blowing up at you cause in the first place, I'm not entitled to take up any shit like this okay.

Really really hate it when things are like this. Should've never been nice to anyone.

That aside, I think I've found the dress that I wanted yesterday! Hopefully I can get it tmr with my mum cause I'm really lazy to shop. But then again I may find another dress to my liking again when I shop again :X

Old blogger's been hacked! Not attempting to delete that email address so that my old blog will still be there to serve as a memory lane :) but it's just a pity that I cannot access to some blogs anymore. All those that has been left unsaid for super long shall be buried in there too since I can't delete them or whatnot.

On a brighter side, it serves as a way to forget all those stressful years of education, unhappy events and start everything new again :) Hehehe :D

Post As are definitely awesome. Won't say much about As, since it's already over and I can't be too upset or anything to let Cambridge examiners to give me marks that I needed :S went Laura's house and then to Bugis with the girls & Leroy yesterday. Finally got to eat my fingerfood! And met quite a few people like a classmate, schoolmate and even my primary school friend! :) and I'm thankful to them for helping to look for my prom dress :] if not it would've been quite a headache to shop within a few days! Oh and I'm glad walking for nearly 8 hours didn't kill my feet too badly!

Today wasn't too bad too, went to the gym to run!! Omg srsly why people tell me studying and being under stress helps to lose weight but it didn't work on me :( just praying super hard I won't gain anymore during the holidays.

Oh yes I'm gonna go out with brother and cousins tmr morning before meeting shubin at orchard tmr! Hopefully by tmr I can decide on a dress; prom is less than a week away! And my legs will die tmr cause it's aching badly now!!

I'd probably use my old blogger skins if I can find the codes!

And I rly rly hope things will go well.. :)