Tsk I'm looping Katy Perry's
The One That Gone Away for a few days already; judge my mood. :O
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Warning: long postttttt.
Anyway the days before work were pretty well spent I guess! Mahjong for the whole day on the 2nd, cycling + more mahjong on the 3rd (and omg damn joke okay I wanted to swim after that but Idk why I couldn't find my swimsuit!!!), job training on the 5th, swimming on the 6th, NTU talk on the 7th, chalet on the 8th & 9th, swimming on the 9th too!! Heh kept myself pretty busy and the thing is I'm meeting mainly the same groups of people on these days! Either with Jana, Evan, Gan, Eugene Kay or Peishi, Laura, Cynthia, Leroy, Laiyin or Weishan and 101! :)
OH AND YES I HAD MY FIRST TI ALREADY OMG. Ah no more bus 3 kinda rides anymore, which means I'll need to find a new way to sort out my thoughts next time!! :/
But anyway, cycling was fun cause it's been long since I'd ever cycled like seriously I think I need to find time to meet Kary and Weishan to cycle!! :) But yeah the main thing is mahjong; it's super addictive!! It's so hard to learn how many tais you're winning!! Swimming with Weishan was fun, but I had to get a new swimsuit and it's expensive leh! + my goggles are ruined so I'm snatching them from my brother, though the degree is like ~300 degrees off! And yes I shall never ever walk to the swimming complex, walked in a circle today omg so stupid leh!! To think I'd lived in Tampines for more than 10 years!!
Oh and it's nice to swim with people cause you can always talk while swimming while not when running!!
The NTU talk was quite okay uh, at least I have a few courses in mind!!! :) Not that indecisive anymore at last! But the talks were quite a bore eh; Laura was playing on her iPad and eating during the talks lolol!! And yup whether I get the courses will really depend on my results. Speaking of which my brother did pretty badly so yeah I have a very bad feeling once again, and I really hate it! It's like he have to retake English! Howhowhow. My family's known to have phailed English y'know!!! My GP.. What if I fail and have to retake or find alternatives? And some courses require at least 3 As for my core subjects leh, another worry. :( :(
Oh yes the chalet this time was way better!! Really loved the one in NRSCC cause of its facilities and it's way bigger, cleaner and more comfortable than the one in Costa Sands. Oh it has aircon too!! :D But yeap the BBQ was quite a failure at first cause of the showers, like totally ruined the atmosphere heh!! But overall it's quite fun uh, caught up with people and had white wine. Hmmm I'd really prefer white wine to red ehh! Not a drinker but it's a must to drink a little in order to survive in the society! Just like how driving is~
The second day was okay too, played mahjong, watched shows and had delivery! But a bit ps uh, I was napping a while cause it was tiring after swimming, plus all the running and climbing to catch the shuttle bus!! AND Y'KNOW I WAS SO PISSED CAUSE I MISSED THE BUS BY A MINUTE AND I HAD TO WAIT AN HOUR FOR THE NEXT ONE!!! :( Wah really learnt my lesson to be punctual k!! And need to increase the time taken for travelling via MRT, argh seriously!!!
Oh Peishi and I wanted to stay on the first night cause it's super nice to sleep there y'know! If I'd known Wenzi was staying I would've stayed too! :S But yup hope to see them soon, though they are going army already. If not two years later it'll be hard to meet up already lo!
And speaking of which I missed having chalets and staying over with R6 when we went night cycling, watched shows, played cards, chit-chat and barely sleeping. Oh yes I missed watching sunrise and walking at the beach too :(
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Hmm I was wondering if losing my access to my old blog and losing my phone with some of my contacts mean that I have to let go of some things which are not worth clinging on to? Idk how I got that link but well, it's true that whenever I read old posts I'd just change my mind about something/someone immediately. Best is, I've got some diary records about part of my secondary 2-3 life! Think I shan't read them and think too much about it!
Oh and I like people who can tell my mood through my texts, though it's never easy to tell if I'm ever okay not!
Btw, my mum re-contracted and got me a Sony Ericsson Xepheria!(sp) Hehehe definitely better than the current spare phone! And it doesn't look likka old model though it is!
Labels: chalet, cycling, meetup, phone, swimming
Today was pretty much awesome I must say, even though 2011 didn't really kicked off well with my grandma's passing and the fact that I'm drifting from some people that I'm more comfortable with, be it cause of studies or not. :/
But still, I'm glad that I've survived this year horrible JC curriculum! :) And yupp, my December holidays were quite well spent! (in terms of time and money) :X With prom, malaysia trip and a few meet-ups with different groups of people... It feels really nice to catchup with close friends and family :)
Okay so anyway pot luck at Petrina's house todayyyyyyyy :D Late as usual, cause of my contacts(omg the contacts were stuck in my left eye twice, and I rubbed it out both times!!) but I'm still early amongst them heh. Germ was like super late though he lives pretty near Ehub thanks to bus 3!
Played Wii, Saboteur, card games, mahjong and watched tv! :) Mahjong seemed difficult to me cause I had not played for more than a year and all the rules just made me go @_@ Samuel and I paired up; it was hilarious cause there was this tile that we had been waiting for to win was all along with Evan&Jessie, like they had 3 of them somemore hahaha blind TTM! Saboteur was fun too cause people like Germ who couldn't tell the miner card from saboteur card and played it wrongly!! And poor me never got a chance to be a saboteurrrrr.
Count down and took polaroids before going homeeee! Thankful that there was a bus to interchange and a mrt back to Tamp!! Hehehe hopefully I'll see them really soon, :) And anyway I got both my contacts out in a try, thankful much!! Seems like eye-mo is a good companion for my eyes too! :) Btw
HAPPY 2012!!! :)
Okay I'm really hoping that this year will be much better, though it had quite a good start alreadyyyy :)
Resolutions!
- Get a job with good pay! So that I can pay off my 'debts' and stop having negative assets! Also to be able to shop and get awesome stuff for people! :) And also it's time I repay my parents as a form of gratitude, having them to pay for all my fees all these while(and more to come!)... Tuition, piano, violin, swimming... They sure cost quite a bomb okay!
- Keep in touch with those I love & care for! Well definitely a need to, cause it's highly likely that I'm gonna lose contact with some of them whom I feel really comfortable with, cause of work, university entry and guys who have NS :/ Hopefully I can keep in touch with them alrightttttttttt. I really rather just have them than to have lots of acquaintances! I'm hoping to catch with cliques more often before working and also with the guys before they enlist for 2 years!
- Be more serious with my piano! I'm seriously considering learning it and finishing my Grade 8 and not give up like my violin. Well at least after Grade 8 I can teach people and earn money :D But the earliest I can finish that would be in Sept 2013 of course, and with working and studying I bet it'll be super tiring. I hope I can strike a balance kkkkkk :)
- Need to be less sensitive! Shan't say much, but yupp I always think too much and getting upset/worry over many things for no apparent reasons!
- Learn driving!! Hehehe it's more of a need, since public transport is quite costly and I cannot be forever getting my dad to drive me around right!! And also to be more independent! (unless in the future I'll get an awesome husband to drive me around that is!)
- Loseeee some weight!! No more PE and stuff so it'll be harder to stay healthy, so yeah. Even if no proper diet must still have adequate exercises!
- Learn to eat those healthy food!! As usual, this always comes out heheh! But I'm already improving; I'm eating pears and apples whenever I go over to my grandparent's place, drinking more soup and trying out more dishes! Like those food which contains whatever vegetable or seafood that Idk of!
- Get more beauty sleep! Time to get rid of eye bags and dark eye circles :)
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I'm still thinking whether to open a separate closed blog like before, but what if this gets hacked by any chance and I can't access it like how I can't access to my previous one now?!?! There's barely anyone who knew of this address but still some things should just be kept to myself....... It's pretty nice when I read them once in a while y'know. D:
Labels: 2011, 2012, meetup
Saturday, 31 December 2011
I hate to use Facebook, Twitter or other social websites. No doubt it helps to keep people in contact some way, but sometimes you just hate knowing about things that brings about past events that..... weren't that pleasant. :/
Ignorance is bliss~~~
I guessed I've said it before somewhere, and I'm very sure I did just that I can't access to it anymore... Just envious about people and regretful cause of my character in the past which I'll never ever want to know of it again. x.x Argh anyway I just need to know how to deal with it.
Kkkk also need to be less sensitive and not think too much; kills when I make something so insignificant sound so serious liddat oror getting upset over trivial matter(in other's opinion)! Shall put them as part of my new year resolution!!
Job hunting with Weishan today again, hopefully I can get a job soon!! But now Idk how to write a resumeeeee. Peishi said she will send one template but it isn't here yet!! Speaking of which I had a short meetup with them yesterday :) Tsk Peishi & Leroy have internships, Laiyin has a job while I'm still jobless and splurging!! Oh and most of them have their futures planned while I'm still.... AH THIS IS STRESSING. :(
Ahhh my nail chipped and Idk how to remove gelish so I'm waiting for the next visit to my aunt's!! And I hope I can get my jelly ready for potluck tmr, and hopefully they're edible.... Tsk my brain hasn't been working much and too many pot luck sessions so actually I was thinking of ordering satay or making curry or beehoon but they seem difficult to be carried on the bus. Must make full use of my ezlink though my dad's free. Ah irritating I just topped up my card today and it's expiring.
I need help with my resume, and I hope my contacts wouldn't die on me tmr!! My last pair of daily contacts! :) And I need to wake up earlier. No more 12 in the afternoon kind!
And today was quite a madrush in the morning cause I needed to help to burn some incense paper for my grandma and I overslept... Well I stayed up till 2 to fold them and there were so many left so I was supposed to wake up early to continue folding but I couldn't. Tskkk pig ttm.
Labels: job, meetup
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