I'm not okay. I've not gotten over what happened, and I really don't know how to move on.
But I still have to keep a smile and pretend everything's fine; joke about it to show that I'm really okay. But when I think of it, I still feel like it's such a waste; after so much effort put in, this is definitely not within my expectations.

Sigh the biggest troll in my life, by my very own pencilcase. And now I've lost confidence in what was supposed to be my best paper. Arghhhhhhh. I shall just treat it as a lesson learnt, not to panic and search carefully omg. I know I'm more careful than this, but whyyyyyy :(

But anyway I'm really thankful to WS for trying to cheer me up eh, with a hug and good food at Plalette! (sp)   Best roomie (Y) And we're definitely roomies for a reason, both blur sotongs who had to run back to hall from exam venues LOL. Gna make sure this never happens again!

I'm not confident for astro cause I only tried catching up with lectures on the past few days HAHAHA.

And I'm definitely not in the mood for exams, two more papers to go!! AND SIGH I'M MISSING MAMA 2012!! Ailee's gna be in it omg I'd wanna get mind blown by her voice! :(

On a happier note, I'M GOING HOME IN A WEEK'S TIME!! New house gna be done soon and YES MY TV. I'm still a TV addict and Kpop fan after so long. Leopard sure doesn't change its spots uh!!

2 awesome songs for today!! There's a lot more, but well!!! My brother must be thinking I'm too free already; keep sending songs to him and I ordered my dress today!!! (but the ATM machine is down omgggggg)

You're like Caffeine, I can't fall asleep all night~

Cause we're HUUUU-MANNN-NOIDS! :)

Labels: beast, exams, MAMA, tvxq, uni

Thanks to the nose which is super red now from all those sneezing. Sigh, seems like being sick is a tradition for me before exams. Sore throat and flu just help to induce sleeping only, seriously :( Exams in just 3 days time, and I'm not prepared eh. Like I just can't seem to think or write fast and there's so many other things to do. :(

At least back in JC mugging isn't just staying in front of your books/notes for the whole day. I got to watch TV at night as well y'know. Now it's stressful and you feel like you're not doing much when roomie seems to be more hardworking. I've never even booked any consultations or asked anything from my tutor cause I've yet to finish anything but WS is like asking things for most of her cores. It's like an additional stressor cause it feels like I'm way below average and I kept thinking that I will screw it up. I really salute those who can stay up late and study so much LOL. I can't even stay awake in the day after 6h worth of sleep omgz.

Sian maxxxxxx, I miss watching TV and going home. MY PARENTS BOUGHT THE CABLE BOX BACK LAST WEEK AND I'M NOT EVEN GNA BE HOME SOON. ARGH CAN'T WAIT FOR 3RD DECCCCCCCCC :(

I think my astro results aren't very satisfactory but well nevermind shall just work hard for finals!! Hehehe I'm likka chill pill now cause I'm glad I managed to WA Shubin in Warwick University!!! Never talked to her about studies but she sends me nice pictures there which makes me happy :)

Anyway my 2nd presentation for the week(aka last formal presentation for this sem) is TMR!! Nervous much, I can't seem to memorize my script well andand I have yet to overcome my fear for presentations omg!! I hope I won't stutter tmr or trembleeeee! But after tmr I'll feel so much 'lighter' :) Shall reward myself by watching this weekend's running man hunting HEH :D
Oh yes, our last marketing meeting was really hilarious omg hahaha good memoriesssss :D Anyway

Halloween was on Tuesday, not bad uh, but I didn't get to go haunted houseeeee :( Btw~ Thanks Hoby for the mini celebration uh!! :) & Poseidon for the cake, Softball girls for the bin & the mini celebration with WS, Janice & Alvin :) #happygirl93 :)

Omg I a super hungry girl today IDK WHY. Cannot stop munching helppppppp. :(

PS, I'm in love with Music box collections. Super naiseeeeeee.