Had a pretty great time this year, except with clothes uh! Just cannot believe I didn't have enough proper wear for CNY though I've bought quite a number of clothes!! So till CNY eve I was still trying super hard to mix-and-match some of the tops and skirts, and lucky I didn't have to bother my mum THAT much (except getting her to get my belt which was too loose for me :/) Sad that my mum spent over 60 on a dress that's not suitable for CNY! H/e I'm quite glad I got to wear those flats my mum bought! If not they'll be there to collect dust, like how my pair of pink sneakers (intended for school) did!
Oh thankful to my aunt for the nails, they're pretty! :) Hahaha won't forget how busy she was helping us with that for 2 days before CNY, while trying to make sure Jiaxuan doesn't spoil anything!
But somehow the CNY atmosphere kind of died down compared to the past years.. Prolly because some of the elders passed on so yeah less visiting. And I missed playing blackjack a lot during CNY, cause in the past my grandma loved playing those so we did that to please her.. But now we still play with my grandpa who loves this too, just that I just feel that the atmosphere is not there sometimes. :/ Gah but I do hope we'll be able to spend more time with my grandparents; knowing that most of us are already growing up and busy with all sorts of stuff, it's really difficult!
Had a last minute visiting on Wednesday, and the whole family went to Changicity Point on Thurs :) Hehehe there're many factory outlets eh, and my mum was nice enough to buy me a pair of shorts from Esprit that I really liked though the price was quite a bomb haha :) & Jyn Jye was definitely difficult to handle, he kept running around and we were all so scared that he would take the apples and eat them omgz!
Met the juniors on Saturday! :) Watched Jack & Jill and had some time talking and camwhoring before heading to Alyssa's house at night! Sunday was off to Mr Yao's place with the class; and I felt quite bad skipping the birthday celebration cause my mum was working so only my dad and brother went..... :S
Hehehe quite glad I took quite a number of pictures this year, but it seems like I forgot to take with the extended (but closer) relatives. Hopefully I'll get to capture more pictures with them cause they are the best way to keep people remembered... Just like how much I regretted not having much photos with my grandma.
Job's starting next Monday. Shall spend my last week wisely... Downloading videos & songs... and watching my shows! Gonna find another job at the same time cause I doubt there'll be much work in March. Need a more stable one! :)
Oh btw my luck this year was better with Blackjack. Won quite a bit especially with my brother, cousins, maid and my grandpa! But all the money was gone in quite a flash hahaha cause I promised them for bubble tea (quite cost quite a bomb at CCP!) and I gave my brother half of what he lost! (cause those he lost was actually allowance by my mum lol!) Heh I hope luck stays with me this year for both health and work too! ^^
Hehehe I think I shared on FB or something cause this episode's really nice!! & Okay my IU syndrome finally dying down alr! Like srsly she's my age.... Ah :( And omg her song's still top 3 after 7 weeks! Even after getting 6 consecutive 1s. :O
Ohoh ignore the captions cause the english is abit phail uh! The synthesis >.<
Anw went to help my godsis voluntarily at the NUS fashion bazaar! And omg the first day was really epic phail okay. Lies about heavy traffic, there were barely any souls from 12 to 5 uh!!! And it was Engine Day or something so yeah. But at least today was better uh! :) Just that...... okay never mind I think I'm being overly sensitive again. W/e. At least I had an experience on retail.. and I'm sure I'll never be able to get used to it!
Gonna go my aunt's house tmr but okay I'm super gg now cause I cut all my nails short! At first only 2 chipped but it looks really cmi!! And I'd forgotten to think about any design or colour I wanted since..... 2 weeks ago oh no :( Going out with the juniors is postponed a week, really hope to see them soon before they all start school!
& Sian my work is pushed till February, which means January I'm still having negative assets!! Wah srsly if the schedule really cmi Weishan and I will change jobs already! Really cannot; no money = no shopping = sian max! And I'm wasting lotsa electricity at home watching shows and playing! Not saying that there's a lot of shows, I'm watching older ones plus variety shows hehehe!
Tsk I love the square nails on y left hand but my the ones on my right are pretty screwed cuz of two fingers and now Idk whether to get my nails painted on CNY! Or maybe I'll just have to get even shorter square nails.... which definitely won't go with gelish! Howhowhow!
Anyway had some family yesterday which was really... weird. Probably cuz I usually don't spend much time with them outside :O And despite shopping for so long and getting a top I still can't find my shoes. Oror the one that I wanted was quite expensive uh, and they don't have my size atm!
Met many people yesterday, including Sean and Peishi hahaha! And I'm really bored at home when brother's working and there's nothing to watch! Wanted to run but the weather looks gloomy. Shall just have macs (after a really long time!) and stone at home~~~
Hohoho I'm only gonna start work after new year!! Likka seriously I think my first pay is gonna be quite pathetic!! Hahaha anyway went Bugis with Weishan after CS talk to try finding the shoes I want but phailed uh!! Glad she bought her work heels though!
& I finally know the name of the MJ girl who applied for the same job! :)
Swimming today and oh no I think my face is getting sunburnt cause I'd only put sunblock on the back and my arms since the last time I tanned myself my back has the X sign which is like super weird!! Shall try to make sure I night jog almost everyday! And I'm super tired now, what if I fall asleep and miss all my shows/dinner later???
Ahh I hate the feeling when I need to tell someone something but I just can't take the initiative too!
Tsk I'm looping Katy Perry's The One That Gone Away for a few days already; judge my mood. :O
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Warning: long postttttt.
Anyway the days before work were pretty well spent I guess! Mahjong for the whole day on the 2nd, cycling + more mahjong on the 3rd (and omg damn joke okay I wanted to swim after that but Idk why I couldn't find my swimsuit!!!), job training on the 5th, swimming on the 6th, NTU talk on the 7th, chalet on the 8th & 9th, swimming on the 9th too!! Heh kept myself pretty busy and the thing is I'm meeting mainly the same groups of people on these days! Either with Jana, Evan, Gan, Eugene Kay or Peishi, Laura, Cynthia, Leroy, Laiyin or Weishan and 101! :)
OH AND YES I HAD MY FIRST TI ALREADY OMG. Ah no more bus 3 kinda rides anymore, which means I'll need to find a new way to sort out my thoughts next time!! :/
But anyway, cycling was fun cause it's been long since I'd ever cycled like seriously I think I need to find time to meet Kary and Weishan to cycle!! :) But yeah the main thing is mahjong; it's super addictive!! It's so hard to learn how many tais you're winning!! Swimming with Weishan was fun, but I had to get a new swimsuit and it's expensive leh! + my goggles are ruined so I'm snatching them from my brother, though the degree is like ~300 degrees off! And yes I shall never ever walk to the swimming complex, walked in a circle today omg so stupid leh!! To think I'd lived in Tampines for more than 10 years!!
Oh and it's nice to swim with people cause you can always talk while swimming while not when running!!
The NTU talk was quite okay uh, at least I have a few courses in mind!!! :) Not that indecisive anymore at last! But the talks were quite a bore eh; Laura was playing on her iPad and eating during the talks lolol!! And yup whether I get the courses will really depend on my results. Speaking of which my brother did pretty badly so yeah I have a very bad feeling once again, and I really hate it! It's like he have to retake English! Howhowhow. My family's known to have phailed English y'know!!! My GP.. What if I fail and have to retake or find alternatives? And some courses require at least 3 As for my core subjects leh, another worry. :( :(
Oh yes the chalet this time was way better!! Really loved the one in NRSCC cause of its facilities and it's way bigger, cleaner and more comfortable than the one in Costa Sands. Oh it has aircon too!! :D But yeap the BBQ was quite a failure at first cause of the showers, like totally ruined the atmosphere heh!! But overall it's quite fun uh, caught up with people and had white wine. Hmmm I'd really prefer white wine to red ehh! Not a drinker but it's a must to drink a little in order to survive in the society! Just like how driving is~
The second day was okay too, played mahjong, watched shows and had delivery! But a bit ps uh, I was napping a while cause it was tiring after swimming, plus all the running and climbing to catch the shuttle bus!! AND Y'KNOW I WAS SO PISSED CAUSE I MISSED THE BUS BY A MINUTE AND I HAD TO WAIT AN HOUR FOR THE NEXT ONE!!! :( Wah really learnt my lesson to be punctual k!! And need to increase the time taken for travelling via MRT, argh seriously!!!
Oh Peishi and I wanted to stay on the first night cause it's super nice to sleep there y'know! If I'd known Wenzi was staying I would've stayed too! :S But yup hope to see them soon, though they are going army already. If not two years later it'll be hard to meet up already lo!
And speaking of which I missed having chalets and staying over with R6 when we went night cycling, watched shows, played cards, chit-chat and barely sleeping. Oh yes I missed watching sunrise and walking at the beach too :(
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Hmm I was wondering if losing my access to my old blog and losing my phone with some of my contacts mean that I have to let go of some things which are not worth clinging on to? Idk how I got that link but well, it's true that whenever I read old posts I'd just change my mind about something/someone immediately. Best is, I've got some diary records about part of my secondary 2-3 life! Think I shan't read them and think too much about it!
Oh and I like people who can tell my mood through my texts, though it's never easy to tell if I'm ever okay not!
Btw, my mum re-contracted and got me a Sony Ericsson Xepheria!(sp) Hehehe definitely better than the current spare phone! And it doesn't look likka old model though it is!
Nothing's worse than this man. Totally ruined my mood this week!
My phone's spoilt, I have a lousy old colour phone w/o camera that arranged my contacts in a really irritating way and ate up my SIM contacts wts, and I have no way to contact people tmr. And it must be tmr. When I have to go Orchard and now I'm like frustrated cause I think I may have forgotten sth important for tmr and EVERYONE'S SLEEPING ALR.
And my cycle came at the very wrong time Idk why is it so screwed.
Really boiling alr; My mum's super unwilling to fix my phone which at least have some of the contacts I've lost. I get her reasons but hello I need a decent phone at least. Not 2 spare antique phones where one screwed my contacts and the other's cover cannot be closed properly. & I cant talk to her cause I'll just burst out and I don't want to. Argh.
YAY I LOVED THIS SONG A LOT, FINALLY FOUND IT!! :)
It's nice to hear of Adam couple, Monday couple (cr allkpop) and this! :) Hehehe and now I'm starving like shit after eating instant noodles again. Why was I so dumb to not go to my aunt's house in Pasir Ris to meet my parents and to eat lolol. sad-die!
Hahaha omg Idk why but sorry, I'm still not used to watching love scenes on shows sometimes!! Wah srsly like a noob leh, 18 already still feel so awkward about these!!
Anw I'm all alone at home thanks to my brother who went off to Wild wild wet for Alyssa's birthday party okay; Godsis is off with her boyf and I'm like so.... lonelyyyyyyyy. Ah I should like get a kaki or someone to spend my holidays with, esp since I'm still jobless!
TV's a good companion only when there're shows to watch. There're hardly any new year shows to watch!!
I'm hoping I'll not regret it but I feel like cutting my hair short, like just a bit off shoulder length. Hmmm need to consider it it srsly cause it's about 3-4 inches!!
Btw this is weird butg I managed to find something that I wrote in sec 3! Like from the Hk trip!! Hahah memories! :)
Today was pretty much awesome I must say, even though 2011 didn't really kicked off well with my grandma's passing and the fact that I'm drifting from some people that I'm more comfortable with, be it cause of studies or not. :/
But still, I'm glad that I've survived this year horrible JC curriculum! :) And yupp, my December holidays were quite well spent! (in terms of time and money) :X With prom, malaysia trip and a few meet-ups with different groups of people... It feels really nice to catchup with close friends and family :)
Okay so anyway pot luck at Petrina's house todayyyyyyyy :D Late as usual, cause of my contacts(omg the contacts were stuck in my left eye twice, and I rubbed it out both times!!) but I'm still early amongst them heh. Germ was like super late though he lives pretty near Ehub thanks to bus 3!
Played Wii, Saboteur, card games, mahjong and watched tv! :) Mahjong seemed difficult to me cause I had not played for more than a year and all the rules just made me go @_@ Samuel and I paired up; it was hilarious cause there was this tile that we had been waiting for to win was all along with Evan&Jessie, like they had 3 of them somemore hahaha blind TTM! Saboteur was fun too cause people like Germ who couldn't tell the miner card from saboteur card and played it wrongly!! And poor me never got a chance to be a saboteurrrrr.
Count down and took polaroids before going homeeee! Thankful that there was a bus to interchange and a mrt back to Tamp!! Hehehe hopefully I'll see them really soon, :) And anyway I got both my contacts out in a try, thankful much!! Seems like eye-mo is a good companion for my eyes too! :) Btw
HAPPY 2012!!! :)
Okay I'm really hoping that this year will be much better, though it had quite a good start alreadyyyy :)
Resolutions!
- Get a job with good pay! So that I can pay off my 'debts' and stop having negative assets! Also to be able to shop and get awesome stuff for people! :) And also it's time I repay my parents as a form of gratitude, having them to pay for all my fees all these while(and more to come!)... Tuition, piano, violin, swimming... They sure cost quite a bomb okay!
- Keep in touch with those I love & care for! Well definitely a need to, cause it's highly likely that I'm gonna lose contact with some of them whom I feel really comfortable with, cause of work, university entry and guys who have NS :/ Hopefully I can keep in touch with them alrightttttttttt. I really rather just have them than to have lots of acquaintances! I'm hoping to catch with cliques more often before working and also with the guys before they enlist for 2 years!
- Be more serious with my piano! I'm seriously considering learning it and finishing my Grade 8 and not give up like my violin. Well at least after Grade 8 I can teach people and earn money :D But the earliest I can finish that would be in Sept 2013 of course, and with working and studying I bet it'll be super tiring. I hope I can strike a balance kkkkkk :)
- Need to be less sensitive! Shan't say much, but yupp I always think too much and getting upset/worry over many things for no apparent reasons!
- Learn driving!! Hehehe it's more of a need, since public transport is quite costly and I cannot be forever getting my dad to drive me around right!! And also to be more independent! (unless in the future I'll get an awesome husband to drive me around that is!)
- Loseeee some weight!! No more PE and stuff so it'll be harder to stay healthy, so yeah. Even if no proper diet must still have adequate exercises!
- Learn to eat those healthy food!! As usual, this always comes out heheh! But I'm already improving; I'm eating pears and apples whenever I go over to my grandparent's place, drinking more soup and trying out more dishes! Like those food which contains whatever vegetable or seafood that Idk of!
- Get more beauty sleep! Time to get rid of eye bags and dark eye circles :)
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I'm still thinking whether to open a separate closed blog like before, but what if this gets hacked by any chance and I can't access it like how I can't access to my previous one now?!?! There's barely anyone who knew of this address but still some things should just be kept to myself....... It's pretty nice when I read them once in a while y'know. D:
Had a pretty great time this year, except with clothes uh! Just cannot believe I didn't have enough proper wear for CNY though I've bought quite a number of clothes!! So till CNY eve I was still trying super hard to mix-and-match some of the tops and skirts, and lucky I didn't have to bother my mum THAT much (except getting her to get my belt which was too loose for me :/) Sad that my mum spent over 60 on a dress that's not suitable for CNY! H/e I'm quite glad I got to wear those flats my mum bought! If not they'll be there to collect dust, like how my pair of pink sneakers (intended for school) did!
Oh thankful to my aunt for the nails, they're pretty! :) Hahaha won't forget how busy she was helping us with that for 2 days before CNY, while trying to make sure Jiaxuan doesn't spoil anything!
But somehow the CNY atmosphere kind of died down compared to the past years.. Prolly because some of the elders passed on so yeah less visiting. And I missed playing blackjack a lot during CNY, cause in the past my grandma loved playing those so we did that to please her.. But now we still play with my grandpa who loves this too, just that I just feel that the atmosphere is not there sometimes. :/ Gah but I do hope we'll be able to spend more time with my grandparents; knowing that most of us are already growing up and busy with all sorts of stuff, it's really difficult!
Had a last minute visiting on Wednesday, and the whole family went to Changicity Point on Thurs :) Hehehe there're many factory outlets eh, and my mum was nice enough to buy me a pair of shorts from Esprit that I really liked though the price was quite a bomb haha :) & Jyn Jye was definitely difficult to handle, he kept running around and we were all so scared that he would take the apples and eat them omgz!
Met the juniors on Saturday! :) Watched Jack & Jill and had some time talking and camwhoring before heading to Alyssa's house at night! Sunday was off to Mr Yao's place with the class; and I felt quite bad skipping the birthday celebration cause my mum was working so only my dad and brother went..... :S
Hehehe quite glad I took quite a number of pictures this year, but it seems like I forgot to take with the extended (but closer) relatives. Hopefully I'll get to capture more pictures with them cause they are the best way to keep people remembered... Just like how much I regretted not having much photos with my grandma.
Job's starting next Monday. Shall spend my last week wisely... Downloading videos & songs... and watching my shows! Gonna find another job at the same time cause I doubt there'll be much work in March. Need a more stable one! :)
Oh btw my luck this year was better with Blackjack. Won quite a bit especially with my brother, cousins, maid and my grandpa! But all the money was gone in quite a flash hahaha cause I promised them for bubble tea (quite cost quite a bomb at CCP!) and I gave my brother half of what he lost! (cause those he lost was actually allowance by my mum lol!) Heh I hope luck stays with me this year for both health and work too! ^^
Hehehe I think I shared on FB or something cause this episode's really nice!! & Okay my IU syndrome finally dying down alr! Like srsly she's my age.... Ah :( And omg her song's still top 3 after 7 weeks! Even after getting 6 consecutive 1s. :O
Ohoh ignore the captions cause the english is abit phail uh! The synthesis >.<
Anw went to help my godsis voluntarily at the NUS fashion bazaar! And omg the first day was really epic phail okay. Lies about heavy traffic, there were barely any souls from 12 to 5 uh!!! And it was Engine Day or something so yeah. But at least today was better uh! :) Just that...... okay never mind I think I'm being overly sensitive again. W/e. At least I had an experience on retail.. and I'm sure I'll never be able to get used to it!
Gonna go my aunt's house tmr but okay I'm super gg now cause I cut all my nails short! At first only 2 chipped but it looks really cmi!! And I'd forgotten to think about any design or colour I wanted since..... 2 weeks ago oh no :( Going out with the juniors is postponed a week, really hope to see them soon before they all start school!
& Sian my work is pushed till February, which means January I'm still having negative assets!! Wah srsly if the schedule really cmi Weishan and I will change jobs already! Really cannot; no money = no shopping = sian max! And I'm wasting lotsa electricity at home watching shows and playing! Not saying that there's a lot of shows, I'm watching older ones plus variety shows hehehe!
Tsk I love the square nails on y left hand but my the ones on my right are pretty screwed cuz of two fingers and now Idk whether to get my nails painted on CNY! Or maybe I'll just have to get even shorter square nails.... which definitely won't go with gelish! Howhowhow!
Anyway had some family yesterday which was really... weird. Probably cuz I usually don't spend much time with them outside :O And despite shopping for so long and getting a top I still can't find my shoes. Oror the one that I wanted was quite expensive uh, and they don't have my size atm!
Met many people yesterday, including Sean and Peishi hahaha! And I'm really bored at home when brother's working and there's nothing to watch! Wanted to run but the weather looks gloomy. Shall just have macs (after a really long time!) and stone at home~~~
Hohoho I'm only gonna start work after new year!! Likka seriously I think my first pay is gonna be quite pathetic!! Hahaha anyway went Bugis with Weishan after CS talk to try finding the shoes I want but phailed uh!! Glad she bought her work heels though!
& I finally know the name of the MJ girl who applied for the same job! :)
Swimming today and oh no I think my face is getting sunburnt cause I'd only put sunblock on the back and my arms since the last time I tanned myself my back has the X sign which is like super weird!! Shall try to make sure I night jog almost everyday! And I'm super tired now, what if I fall asleep and miss all my shows/dinner later???
Ahh I hate the feeling when I need to tell someone something but I just can't take the initiative too!
Tsk I'm looping Katy Perry's The One That Gone Away for a few days already; judge my mood. :O
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Warning: long postttttt.
Anyway the days before work were pretty well spent I guess! Mahjong for the whole day on the 2nd, cycling + more mahjong on the 3rd (and omg damn joke okay I wanted to swim after that but Idk why I couldn't find my swimsuit!!!), job training on the 5th, swimming on the 6th, NTU talk on the 7th, chalet on the 8th & 9th, swimming on the 9th too!! Heh kept myself pretty busy and the thing is I'm meeting mainly the same groups of people on these days! Either with Jana, Evan, Gan, Eugene Kay or Peishi, Laura, Cynthia, Leroy, Laiyin or Weishan and 101! :)
OH AND YES I HAD MY FIRST TI ALREADY OMG. Ah no more bus 3 kinda rides anymore, which means I'll need to find a new way to sort out my thoughts next time!! :/
But anyway, cycling was fun cause it's been long since I'd ever cycled like seriously I think I need to find time to meet Kary and Weishan to cycle!! :) But yeah the main thing is mahjong; it's super addictive!! It's so hard to learn how many tais you're winning!! Swimming with Weishan was fun, but I had to get a new swimsuit and it's expensive leh! + my goggles are ruined so I'm snatching them from my brother, though the degree is like ~300 degrees off! And yes I shall never ever walk to the swimming complex, walked in a circle today omg so stupid leh!! To think I'd lived in Tampines for more than 10 years!!
Oh and it's nice to swim with people cause you can always talk while swimming while not when running!!
The NTU talk was quite okay uh, at least I have a few courses in mind!!! :) Not that indecisive anymore at last! But the talks were quite a bore eh; Laura was playing on her iPad and eating during the talks lolol!! And yup whether I get the courses will really depend on my results. Speaking of which my brother did pretty badly so yeah I have a very bad feeling once again, and I really hate it! It's like he have to retake English! Howhowhow. My family's known to have phailed English y'know!!! My GP.. What if I fail and have to retake or find alternatives? And some courses require at least 3 As for my core subjects leh, another worry. :( :(
Oh yes the chalet this time was way better!! Really loved the one in NRSCC cause of its facilities and it's way bigger, cleaner and more comfortable than the one in Costa Sands. Oh it has aircon too!! :D But yeap the BBQ was quite a failure at first cause of the showers, like totally ruined the atmosphere heh!! But overall it's quite fun uh, caught up with people and had white wine. Hmmm I'd really prefer white wine to red ehh! Not a drinker but it's a must to drink a little in order to survive in the society! Just like how driving is~
The second day was okay too, played mahjong, watched shows and had delivery! But a bit ps uh, I was napping a while cause it was tiring after swimming, plus all the running and climbing to catch the shuttle bus!! AND Y'KNOW I WAS SO PISSED CAUSE I MISSED THE BUS BY A MINUTE AND I HAD TO WAIT AN HOUR FOR THE NEXT ONE!!! :( Wah really learnt my lesson to be punctual k!! And need to increase the time taken for travelling via MRT, argh seriously!!!
Oh Peishi and I wanted to stay on the first night cause it's super nice to sleep there y'know! If I'd known Wenzi was staying I would've stayed too! :S But yup hope to see them soon, though they are going army already. If not two years later it'll be hard to meet up already lo!
And speaking of which I missed having chalets and staying over with R6 when we went night cycling, watched shows, played cards, chit-chat and barely sleeping. Oh yes I missed watching sunrise and walking at the beach too :(
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Hmm I was wondering if losing my access to my old blog and losing my phone with some of my contacts mean that I have to let go of some things which are not worth clinging on to? Idk how I got that link but well, it's true that whenever I read old posts I'd just change my mind about something/someone immediately. Best is, I've got some diary records about part of my secondary 2-3 life! Think I shan't read them and think too much about it!
Oh and I like people who can tell my mood through my texts, though it's never easy to tell if I'm ever okay not!
Btw, my mum re-contracted and got me a Sony Ericsson Xepheria!(sp) Hehehe definitely better than the current spare phone! And it doesn't look likka old model though it is!
Nothing's worse than this man. Totally ruined my mood this week!
My phone's spoilt, I have a lousy old colour phone w/o camera that arranged my contacts in a really irritating way and ate up my SIM contacts wts, and I have no way to contact people tmr. And it must be tmr. When I have to go Orchard and now I'm like frustrated cause I think I may have forgotten sth important for tmr and EVERYONE'S SLEEPING ALR.
And my cycle came at the very wrong time Idk why is it so screwed.
Really boiling alr; My mum's super unwilling to fix my phone which at least have some of the contacts I've lost. I get her reasons but hello I need a decent phone at least. Not 2 spare antique phones where one screwed my contacts and the other's cover cannot be closed properly. & I cant talk to her cause I'll just burst out and I don't want to. Argh.
YAY I LOVED THIS SONG A LOT, FINALLY FOUND IT!! :)
It's nice to hear of Adam couple, Monday couple (cr allkpop) and this! :) Hehehe and now I'm starving like shit after eating instant noodles again. Why was I so dumb to not go to my aunt's house in Pasir Ris to meet my parents and to eat lolol. sad-die!
Hahaha omg Idk why but sorry, I'm still not used to watching love scenes on shows sometimes!! Wah srsly like a noob leh, 18 already still feel so awkward about these!!
Anw I'm all alone at home thanks to my brother who went off to Wild wild wet for Alyssa's birthday party okay; Godsis is off with her boyf and I'm like so.... lonelyyyyyyyy. Ah I should like get a kaki or someone to spend my holidays with, esp since I'm still jobless!
TV's a good companion only when there're shows to watch. There're hardly any new year shows to watch!!
I'm hoping I'll not regret it but I feel like cutting my hair short, like just a bit off shoulder length. Hmmm need to consider it it srsly cause it's about 3-4 inches!!
Btw this is weird butg I managed to find something that I wrote in sec 3! Like from the Hk trip!! Hahah memories! :)
Today was pretty much awesome I must say, even though 2011 didn't really kicked off well with my grandma's passing and the fact that I'm drifting from some people that I'm more comfortable with, be it cause of studies or not. :/
But still, I'm glad that I've survived this year horrible JC curriculum! :) And yupp, my December holidays were quite well spent! (in terms of time and money) :X With prom, malaysia trip and a few meet-ups with different groups of people... It feels really nice to catchup with close friends and family :)
Okay so anyway pot luck at Petrina's house todayyyyyyyy :D Late as usual, cause of my contacts(omg the contacts were stuck in my left eye twice, and I rubbed it out both times!!) but I'm still early amongst them heh. Germ was like super late though he lives pretty near Ehub thanks to bus 3!
Played Wii, Saboteur, card games, mahjong and watched tv! :) Mahjong seemed difficult to me cause I had not played for more than a year and all the rules just made me go @_@ Samuel and I paired up; it was hilarious cause there was this tile that we had been waiting for to win was all along with Evan&Jessie, like they had 3 of them somemore hahaha blind TTM! Saboteur was fun too cause people like Germ who couldn't tell the miner card from saboteur card and played it wrongly!! And poor me never got a chance to be a saboteurrrrr.
Count down and took polaroids before going homeeee! Thankful that there was a bus to interchange and a mrt back to Tamp!! Hehehe hopefully I'll see them really soon, :) And anyway I got both my contacts out in a try, thankful much!! Seems like eye-mo is a good companion for my eyes too! :) Btw
HAPPY 2012!!! :)
Okay I'm really hoping that this year will be much better, though it had quite a good start alreadyyyy :)
Resolutions!
- Get a job with good pay! So that I can pay off my 'debts' and stop having negative assets! Also to be able to shop and get awesome stuff for people! :) And also it's time I repay my parents as a form of gratitude, having them to pay for all my fees all these while(and more to come!)... Tuition, piano, violin, swimming... They sure cost quite a bomb okay!
- Keep in touch with those I love & care for! Well definitely a need to, cause it's highly likely that I'm gonna lose contact with some of them whom I feel really comfortable with, cause of work, university entry and guys who have NS :/ Hopefully I can keep in touch with them alrightttttttttt. I really rather just have them than to have lots of acquaintances! I'm hoping to catch with cliques more often before working and also with the guys before they enlist for 2 years!
- Be more serious with my piano! I'm seriously considering learning it and finishing my Grade 8 and not give up like my violin. Well at least after Grade 8 I can teach people and earn money :D But the earliest I can finish that would be in Sept 2013 of course, and with working and studying I bet it'll be super tiring. I hope I can strike a balance kkkkkk :)
- Need to be less sensitive! Shan't say much, but yupp I always think too much and getting upset/worry over many things for no apparent reasons!
- Learn driving!! Hehehe it's more of a need, since public transport is quite costly and I cannot be forever getting my dad to drive me around right!! And also to be more independent! (unless in the future I'll get an awesome husband to drive me around that is!)
- Loseeee some weight!! No more PE and stuff so it'll be harder to stay healthy, so yeah. Even if no proper diet must still have adequate exercises!
- Learn to eat those healthy food!! As usual, this always comes out heheh! But I'm already improving; I'm eating pears and apples whenever I go over to my grandparent's place, drinking more soup and trying out more dishes! Like those food which contains whatever vegetable or seafood that Idk of!
- Get more beauty sleep! Time to get rid of eye bags and dark eye circles :)
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I'm still thinking whether to open a separate closed blog like before, but what if this gets hacked by any chance and I can't access it like how I can't access to my previous one now?!?! There's barely anyone who knew of this address but still some things should just be kept to myself....... It's pretty nice when I read them once in a while y'know. D:
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