(Hahaha I do wish I can jump like that, but my legs are super inflexibleeeeeeeeee.)
This is gna be a long post to cover those horrible times of studying! And also to disappear once again cause I'm still as busy as ever! (Which is somehow a good thing!)
Okay, exams were over long ago and I'm super thankful for that cause after all those late night studying either with Weishan/ Beverly & Janelle, I think I really needed a break!
Post exams were definitely awesome!! & I'm really thankful to have such great friends in Uni :))) I've heard many stories about not having true friends in school but at least I have a few that are really nice to hang out with. Mini steamboat session with some of our tutorial mates + stayover at Beverly's hall right after our last paper! :) And my aunts said it was really hilarious cause we used a mini rice cooker instead of induction cooker! Hehehe but it was great catching up with some of those who I didn't see often this semester! :) & Also those random talks and how hard it took us to open 2 bottles of Breezers.
Here's a commemorative photo for steamboat session! :)
Met NASChoir peeps right after tuition the very next day! :) It was a good catchup session heh! :)))
Officially moved out of Hall on Saturday :) It took me hours just to pack my clothes and stuff into many baggages, and I'm shocked by the amount of things we brought to hall!! But I must say I have enjoyed hall life, and I should be thankful for not travelling to and fro home for the past year! :)
And I met Beverly, Janelle and Lixin AGAIN! Hahaha for our 1-OL-and-3-unemployed dinner! :))) Ice cream fondue is ^^!
Lastly, I won't forget to meet herrrrrrrrrrrrr! Hahaha best godsis :))) We were supposed to go shopping for her work clothes but well! We had quite a nice time shopping at H&M though HAHAHA and high tea at nydc! :)
Heh I finally got a job, after deciding not to look for internship!! :) Hahaha and it's quite rush, cause I started work the very next day after my interview! It's a small company, but at I kinda like the atmosphere; colleagues are quite nice! Hahaha :) I'm also learning accounting and proper book-keeping in real situations, and I think I fail at classifying accounts!!! Seems like I've forgotten everything that I've learnt man!!!
Btw my workplace is pretty cool too, it's at Chinatown! (but my office building is so hard to find, I was lost for the 3 days that I went there!!!!) The kopitiams there have really nice food!!! :DDD And it's not expensive so double yay!
I met the OLs again on the first day of work!! Hehehe we had icecream againnnnnnn! :D We'd even went up to the 70th storey of Swissotel, I must say it was really hilarious on our way there!
I've only got 2 months of work left!! Hehehe I'm gna try to learn as much as I can hahaha! But I think I'll get hammered for accidentally deleting a reconciled transaction omg (I'm 80% sure I deleted) I need to quickly learn bank rec again so that I can correct my mistake!! But other than that my workload is not that bad yet!
Ohhh and I've got many good news on Friday (31/5)!! Hahaha I'd gotten my pay slips for both work and tuition, hehehe so happy that I get to shop again!!!
And also cause it was Bridgette's last day, we got a treat at Hotel Re, which was near our office!! Happy girl TTM!! :) But I felt so bad for not saying a proper goodbye cause I was rushing for tuition in the evening!! :/
(Hopefully I can meet her for ice-cream buffet soon!! Hahah she was one of the colleagues that I communicated more often to!)
Hmm, after much deliberation, I checked my results during work. Was super reluctant to at first cause I was really afraid of getting disappointed again., but I'm glad it turned out well! :))) It was better than what I'd expected so I should be glad though it's not exemplary. Hahaha but now I have to try maintaining my second upper @@ I'd better not be complacent with this semester's results! Cause complacency breeds laziness to work harder.
Oh yeah, my tutee passed her Emath exam too!! Though it was a borderline pass, I think any improvement is better than none so it's still awesome. She's super careless, so when she told me her paper she couldn't do quite a fair bit, I was super worried!! But I do hope she can do better for finals! :))))
TO END THIS POST, I HAD BRUNCH AT TIM HO WAN :)) Omg their baked char siew buns are really awesomeeeeeeee, I couldn't stop asking for more!!! Though some food did not meet my expectations, overall it was still quite a nice meal! :)
Okay I'm gna be nice and start packing my clothes. This is probably the 1000th time I'm saying this but I'm alw lazy to carry it out!! And I need to run tmr, super determined to!!!! Weather hasn't been on my side lately :( Postponed my weekly running plans for this week so it isn't gooooood cause my stamina will drop again. Don't wna be the one who looks pale after exercising :(
And I shall be nice and coach my cousin patiently! Hahaha I need to accumulate some good karma lately, cause good news are often accompanied by bad ones which alw come laterrrrrrr!! :/
Need to sort out my data for my phone cause it was finally connected to the laptop today!! Hopefully this is not the last time that it can connect to my lappy cause I need to take out photos to printttttttttttt.
Back to tumblr-ing! Need some pretty pictures to keep myself happy :)
Hehehe FM's finally over!! There's quite a few careless mistakes cause of my flu, but I'm more glad than ever that it wasn't too bad. I mean what more can you expect taking exam with a terrible flu other than trying to finish the paper with a unclear mindset? :D And I am pretty confident of the paper haha at least a B+ I hopeeeeee.
Think I need to sleep in more before accounting cause my brain isnt workinggggggggg :(
Crazy weeks ahead with FM (critique + tutorial presentation), IT report and comm fund writing assessment & OA2. I'm gna try survive this man. Gna sleep less alr T_T (I think 50% of my weekends was spent in repaying my sleep debt!!)
Anticipating 8th Mayyyyyyyyyyy! But okay the process to get to that stage is gna be like hell. Argh. Not to mention I'm still trying to source for other possible jobs for the break! Hahahaha.
Sigh and I've still got so many stuff to decide on. Ahhhhhhhhh Idk how to talk about it zzz.
Don't like this semester at all. Really. Sigh the stress this semester was much worse as compared to the previous one. And additional stress by others and myself seem to makes things a whole lot worse! I'm hoping to survive this semester, 6 more weeks to go!! I'm gna pull through this and get my well deserved break!!
Heh I'm so busy nowadays that I'm forgetting to do so many things, like seriously. Making funny mistakes and screwing things up seem like a norm now sighhhhh. Idk to laugh at them or feel dumb/sad that I can't complete my tasks properly.
On a brighter side, I'm deviating away slightly from school work lately. Gna do voluntary work this weekend + hopefully more sessions for me to destresssssssssss. And yes, more gym/swimming sessions with Yanping so that I'm not all cooped up at home with work. There's so much to be seen in the outside world and studying really isn't everything (though I have to agree it's so impt in Singapore...)
Oh well I'll just head back to studying. Life will be better after next week, after mid-terms end!!
That I need to collect my SGC soon, if not I'll be collecting with the junior batch and I doubt they will keep that long!!! Shall collect this Friday; it's a must!!
Sigh my honeymoon period has ended for Uni!!! Like seriously I think I need to start proper work soon!! Presentations and projects coming sighhhhhhh :( And I'm lagging in some classes I think, like I don't think I really understood the concepts!! Even for accounting, business ethics is quite hard eh :/
Well at least I've enjoyed much then now; IHG and IHRG has ended for me, so yupp, no more excuses! Met up with JC friends, VHG and godsis!! Good food and shopping!! And thanks for the belated present and card from WS :)
Today was definitely awesome; it was a really good break from scaring myself over what's gna happen in the following weeks! I'm worried cause I know I don't have that much time to revise and do work so yup I'm not sure of my content uh! & Class participation in this semester is really scary sighhhhh. Walked non stop today and yay I've my second dress and pants for CNY :) It was really great catching up with godsis!! :) Oh and I must thank for the tuition opportunity, at least I earn some money so that my net expenditure isn't too much!! And my student's really nice so yes I'm glad to teach her!! :)
Oh and my new house is finally ready, with the new beds and sofa!! Hehehhehe happy max cause I still got my large super single bed in my brother's room (HAHAHA) so I don't have to sleep alone at nightttt. But I feel so bad cause the room looks damn squuezy with two big beds!! And the sofa's so long that I can doze off with ease when watching TV :) And it's a really good incentive to sleep more and go home earlier to spend time with family hehh! :D
Gna be busy with packing my stuff at home and coping with projects and presentations. I SHALL SURVIVE THIS SEMESTERRRRRRRRRR.
& I've got a new bias lately HAHAHA. Gawd I can't stop watching the performances and show!!!!
Give a listen to I'm Sorry by C.N.Blue, I really think it's awesome!! Special Girl by Infinite-H too!!
Semester 2 has started and oh no I'm not really enjoying it!! It seems like it's gna be a hell lot worse than last semester, and I'm definitely not prepared for it yet!!! I'm still sleeping way too much, watching too many shows and my brain just doesn't want to start working omggggggg.
And I think I'm stressing myself out a little, there's Contract Bridge training often this week so my nights are spent on that, andand I've yet to research about intern & exchange oppotunities!! It's like additional stress to myself cause most people that I know of are all researching about it!!! Guess I'm still super blur about what's going on!! My tutorial mates are considering going Netherlands or HK, they've researched much and it does sound very interesting!!! I wna go too!! But looking at my grades it seems almost impossible and money is also an issue! Don't think it'll be nice to ask for loan again esp since my parents just took up renovation loan not too long ago!! More loans will only give them greater pressure to work so hard :( And I'll really feel bad!!! It's like they are putting in so much effort to make our lives better and there's nothing we can do yet to repay them!!!
As for internships, Idk when to sign up and stuff!! Cause it's like something really new to me and Idk how to ask people as usual!! Like I really feel bad to ask about school stuff cause it'll just seem that we're friends for these things and it's not v good uh!! I'm really hoping to get internship during the hols!! Like at least I'll earn money and gain some experience to know how's life gna be like next time!! :/
Hahaha I'm quite scared to classes as well, the class participation criteria is crazyyyyyyyyyy :( I think I'll die for Biz law cause I really dk what they want for answering questions and participation marks is 30% of total grade :( FM seminar is crazy as well, I think I'll just be stunned at the tutor's questions in class!! Comm fund tutor is quite strict too! I do hope I can survive this semmmmmmm~
Hahahah shit Idk to be happy or sad. Sad that I screwed my semester 1, but thankful that it wasn't wayyyyy below average!!!
Sigh if only my password wasn't screwed up and I had to request for change and reset, I'd probably be enjoying my day before knowing my gradeeeeeeees :( Ironically much, I fared worst for something I was most confident in (cause of my pencilbox, again) and best for my elective and marketing :O!!! Not exemplary but at least these 2 got average/decent grades!!!!
I guess I'm just pretty upset over my worst grade then; must've screwed it big time to get a grade that I'm not expecting since my quizzes and all were pretty good.
Hahaha sighhhhhh need some advice on how to survive the next semester, probably some exam-stress management as well :D I think I really screw up during exams cause I'm panicking most of the time instead!!
Once again, the biggest competitor is still myself x.x And probably more stress next semester to fare better + some stress from WS as well LOL. :S
Ooops, now that I realised, I screwed Econs too @@ Seems like something really went wrong with my papers HAHAHA.
My favourite song on the go recently, like srsly it fits the mood I have lately. Sigh but I'll not get to watch them perform :( the lyrics really spells reality though; everything people says seems to be a lie :/
Okayz anyway I'm really in a holiday mood now!!! Omg when was the last time I enjoyed waking up late and not studying ^^ there's softball training as well but I'm a substitute oh well; sports don't like me so yeah I'm not too burdened heh heh.
Did some shopping with Lukas cousin after exams!! Bought the sandals that I've been eyeing since a long time ago :) bought lotsa happy food as well and I'm glad my cousin came with me so I wasn't alone! Did online shopping too, got a Christmas top as well!! :) and I'm really really thankful to both my cousins who spent time with me on both days while I was at home!
Bintan HOT trip was chill and relaxing, I'm glad I survived cause seafood is their main dish!!
But it was a good time outta Singapore too, taking a short break from everything~
Met tutorial mates on 12/12/12!! :) to celebrate Dec babies' birthdays! Hahaha they never fail to make me laugh like mad!! French food is a good choice for those who are dieting heh!!! And we had like 3 meals in a night lol!! Saveur + icecream + ah chew dessert + my fish pancake!!!! #happygirl :D and those really high times hahaha + Beverly's self stir LOL, epic much!! Gna see them again for Aaron's concert next Sunday, more fun to come I guess!
Heh can't wait for karaoke session and meetup with jc classmates!!! :D
Sigh, I was never angry, just upset. And I think I'm entitled to be. Who will be okay getting ignored not once, but thrice when asking? It may seem to be okay not to reply others but somehow it just gives me the feel that I'm not important at all :/ and it's not like I'm talking to mere acquaintances but to people who I care for. And now I just feel burdened cause idk if I should be the one apologising for making people feel bad that they made me upset or should I just take the blame for being too petty.
Things are awkward between us and it's not good for both sides eh. I want to try to make things back to how they were before exam ended srsly. But it's so hard for me to even try to speak up cause I'm scared of getting ignored. & I just feel that I'm 'placed' wrongly :/
This seems to be like a test to see if we can overcome it and be closer than before.
I'm not okay. I've not gotten over what happened, and I really don't know how to move on.
But I still have to keep a smile and pretend everything's fine; joke about it to show that I'm really okay. But when I think of it, I still feel like it's such a waste; after so much effort put in, this is definitely not within my expectations.
Sigh the biggest troll in my life, by my very own pencilcase. And now I've lost confidence in what was supposed to be my best paper. Arghhhhhhh. I shall just treat it as a lesson learnt, not to panic and search carefully omg. I know I'm more careful than this, but whyyyyyy :(
But anyway I'm really thankful to WS for trying to cheer me up eh, with a hug and good food at Plalette! (sp) Best roomie (Y) And we're definitely roomies for a reason, both blur sotongs who had to run back to hall from exam venues LOL. Gna make sure this never happens again!
I'm not confident for astro cause I only tried catching up with lectures on the past few days HAHAHA.
And I'm definitely not in the mood for exams, two more papers to go!! AND SIGH I'M MISSING MAMA 2012!! Ailee's gna be in it omg I'd wanna get mind blown by her voice! :(
On a happier note, I'M GOING HOME IN A WEEK'S TIME!! New house gna be done soon and YES MY TV. I'm still a TV addict and Kpop fan after so long. Leopard sure doesn't change its spots uh!!
2 awesome songs for today!! There's a lot more, but well!!! My brother must be thinking I'm too free already; keep sending songs to him and I ordered my dress today!!! (but the ATM machine is down omgggggg)
You're like Caffeine, I can't fall asleep all night~
Thanks to the nose which is super red now from all those sneezing. Sigh, seems like being sick is a tradition for me before exams. Sore throat and flu just help to induce sleeping only, seriously :( Exams in just 3 days time, and I'm not prepared eh. Like I just can't seem to think or write fast and there's so many other things to do. :(
At least back in JC mugging isn't just staying in front of your books/notes for the whole day. I got to watch TV at night as well y'know. Now it's stressful and you feel like you're not doing much when roomie seems to be more hardworking. I've never even booked any consultations or asked anything from my tutor cause I've yet to finish anything but WS is like asking things for most of her cores. It's like an additional stressor cause it feels like I'm way below average and I kept thinking that I will screw it up. I really salute those who can stay up late and study so much LOL. I can't even stay awake in the day after 6h worth of sleep omgz.
Sian maxxxxxx, I miss watching TV and going home. MY PARENTS BOUGHT THE CABLE BOX BACK LAST WEEK AND I'M NOT EVEN GNA BE HOME SOON. ARGH CAN'T WAIT FOR 3RD DECCCCCCCCC :(
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Hello June! :)
Sunday, 2 June 2013
(Hahaha I do wish I can jump like that, but my legs are super inflexibleeeeeeeeee.)
This is gna be a long post to cover those horrible times of studying! And also to disappear once again cause I'm still as busy as ever! (Which is somehow a good thing!)
Okay, exams were over long ago and I'm super thankful for that cause after all those late night studying either with Weishan/ Beverly & Janelle, I think I really needed a break!
Post exams were definitely awesome!! & I'm really thankful to have such great friends in Uni :))) I've heard many stories about not having true friends in school but at least I have a few that are really nice to hang out with. Mini steamboat session with some of our tutorial mates + stayover at Beverly's hall right after our last paper! :) And my aunts said it was really hilarious cause we used a mini rice cooker instead of induction cooker! Hehehe but it was great catching up with some of those who I didn't see often this semester! :) & Also those random talks and how hard it took us to open 2 bottles of Breezers.
Here's a commemorative photo for steamboat session! :)
Met NASChoir peeps right after tuition the very next day! :) It was a good catchup session heh! :)))
Officially moved out of Hall on Saturday :) It took me hours just to pack my clothes and stuff into many baggages, and I'm shocked by the amount of things we brought to hall!! But I must say I have enjoyed hall life, and I should be thankful for not travelling to and fro home for the past year! :)
And I met Beverly, Janelle and Lixin AGAIN! Hahaha for our 1-OL-and-3-unemployed dinner! :))) Ice cream fondue is ^^!
Lastly, I won't forget to meet herrrrrrrrrrrrr! Hahaha best godsis :))) We were supposed to go shopping for her work clothes but well! We had quite a nice time shopping at H&M though HAHAHA and high tea at nydc! :)
Heh I finally got a job, after deciding not to look for internship!! :) Hahaha and it's quite rush, cause I started work the very next day after my interview! It's a small company, but at I kinda like the atmosphere; colleagues are quite nice! Hahaha :) I'm also learning accounting and proper book-keeping in real situations, and I think I fail at classifying accounts!!! Seems like I've forgotten everything that I've learnt man!!!
Btw my workplace is pretty cool too, it's at Chinatown! (but my office building is so hard to find, I was lost for the 3 days that I went there!!!!) The kopitiams there have really nice food!!! :DDD And it's not expensive so double yay!
I met the OLs again on the first day of work!! Hehehe we had icecream againnnnnnn! :D We'd even went up to the 70th storey of Swissotel, I must say it was really hilarious on our way there!
I've only got 2 months of work left!! Hehehe I'm gna try to learn as much as I can hahaha! But I think I'll get hammered for accidentally deleting a reconciled transaction omg (I'm 80% sure I deleted) I need to quickly learn bank rec again so that I can correct my mistake!! But other than that my workload is not that bad yet!
Ohhh and I've got many good news on Friday (31/5)!! Hahaha I'd gotten my pay slips for both work and tuition, hehehe so happy that I get to shop again!!!
And also cause it was Bridgette's last day, we got a treat at Hotel Re, which was near our office!! Happy girl TTM!! :) But I felt so bad for not saying a proper goodbye cause I was rushing for tuition in the evening!! :/
(Hopefully I can meet her for ice-cream buffet soon!! Hahah she was one of the colleagues that I communicated more often to!)
Hmm, after much deliberation, I checked my results during work. Was super reluctant to at first cause I was really afraid of getting disappointed again., but I'm glad it turned out well! :))) It was better than what I'd expected so I should be glad though it's not exemplary. Hahaha but now I have to try maintaining my second upper @@ I'd better not be complacent with this semester's results! Cause complacency breeds laziness to work harder.
Oh yeah, my tutee passed her Emath exam too!! Though it was a borderline pass, I think any improvement is better than none so it's still awesome. She's super careless, so when she told me her paper she couldn't do quite a fair bit, I was super worried!! But I do hope she can do better for finals! :))))
TO END THIS POST, I HAD BRUNCH AT TIM HO WAN :)) Omg their baked char siew buns are really awesomeeeeeeee, I couldn't stop asking for more!!! Though some food did not meet my expectations, overall it was still quite a nice meal! :)
Okay I'm gna be nice and start packing my clothes. This is probably the 1000th time I'm saying this but I'm alw lazy to carry it out!! And I need to run tmr, super determined to!!!! Weather hasn't been on my side lately :( Postponed my weekly running plans for this week so it isn't gooooood cause my stamina will drop again. Don't wna be the one who looks pale after exercising :(
And I shall be nice and coach my cousin patiently! Hahaha I need to accumulate some good karma lately, cause good news are often accompanied by bad ones which alw come laterrrrrrr!! :/
Need to sort out my data for my phone cause it was finally connected to the laptop today!! Hopefully this is not the last time that it can connect to my lappy cause I need to take out photos to printttttttttttt.
Back to tumblr-ing! Need some pretty pictures to keep myself happy :)
Hehehe FM's finally over!! There's quite a few careless mistakes cause of my flu, but I'm more glad than ever that it wasn't too bad. I mean what more can you expect taking exam with a terrible flu other than trying to finish the paper with a unclear mindset? :D And I am pretty confident of the paper haha at least a B+ I hopeeeeee.
Think I need to sleep in more before accounting cause my brain isnt workinggggggggg :(
Crazy weeks ahead with FM (critique + tutorial presentation), IT report and comm fund writing assessment & OA2. I'm gna try survive this man. Gna sleep less alr T_T (I think 50% of my weekends was spent in repaying my sleep debt!!)
Anticipating 8th Mayyyyyyyyyyy! But okay the process to get to that stage is gna be like hell. Argh. Not to mention I'm still trying to source for other possible jobs for the break! Hahahaha.
Sigh and I've still got so many stuff to decide on. Ahhhhhhhhh Idk how to talk about it zzz.
Don't like this semester at all. Really. Sigh the stress this semester was much worse as compared to the previous one. And additional stress by others and myself seem to makes things a whole lot worse! I'm hoping to survive this semester, 6 more weeks to go!! I'm gna pull through this and get my well deserved break!!
Heh I'm so busy nowadays that I'm forgetting to do so many things, like seriously. Making funny mistakes and screwing things up seem like a norm now sighhhhh. Idk to laugh at them or feel dumb/sad that I can't complete my tasks properly.
On a brighter side, I'm deviating away slightly from school work lately. Gna do voluntary work this weekend + hopefully more sessions for me to destresssssssssss. And yes, more gym/swimming sessions with Yanping so that I'm not all cooped up at home with work. There's so much to be seen in the outside world and studying really isn't everything (though I have to agree it's so impt in Singapore...)
Oh well I'll just head back to studying. Life will be better after next week, after mid-terms end!!
That I need to collect my SGC soon, if not I'll be collecting with the junior batch and I doubt they will keep that long!!! Shall collect this Friday; it's a must!!
Sigh my honeymoon period has ended for Uni!!! Like seriously I think I need to start proper work soon!! Presentations and projects coming sighhhhhhh :( And I'm lagging in some classes I think, like I don't think I really understood the concepts!! Even for accounting, business ethics is quite hard eh :/
Well at least I've enjoyed much then now; IHG and IHRG has ended for me, so yupp, no more excuses! Met up with JC friends, VHG and godsis!! Good food and shopping!! And thanks for the belated present and card from WS :)
Today was definitely awesome; it was a really good break from scaring myself over what's gna happen in the following weeks! I'm worried cause I know I don't have that much time to revise and do work so yup I'm not sure of my content uh! & Class participation in this semester is really scary sighhhhh. Walked non stop today and yay I've my second dress and pants for CNY :) It was really great catching up with godsis!! :) Oh and I must thank for the tuition opportunity, at least I earn some money so that my net expenditure isn't too much!! And my student's really nice so yes I'm glad to teach her!! :)
Oh and my new house is finally ready, with the new beds and sofa!! Hehehhehe happy max cause I still got my large super single bed in my brother's room (HAHAHA) so I don't have to sleep alone at nightttt. But I feel so bad cause the room looks damn squuezy with two big beds!! And the sofa's so long that I can doze off with ease when watching TV :) And it's a really good incentive to sleep more and go home earlier to spend time with family hehh! :D
Gna be busy with packing my stuff at home and coping with projects and presentations. I SHALL SURVIVE THIS SEMESTERRRRRRRRRR.
& I've got a new bias lately HAHAHA. Gawd I can't stop watching the performances and show!!!!
Give a listen to I'm Sorry by C.N.Blue, I really think it's awesome!! Special Girl by Infinite-H too!!
Semester 2 has started and oh no I'm not really enjoying it!! It seems like it's gna be a hell lot worse than last semester, and I'm definitely not prepared for it yet!!! I'm still sleeping way too much, watching too many shows and my brain just doesn't want to start working omggggggg.
And I think I'm stressing myself out a little, there's Contract Bridge training often this week so my nights are spent on that, andand I've yet to research about intern & exchange oppotunities!! It's like additional stress to myself cause most people that I know of are all researching about it!!! Guess I'm still super blur about what's going on!! My tutorial mates are considering going Netherlands or HK, they've researched much and it does sound very interesting!!! I wna go too!! But looking at my grades it seems almost impossible and money is also an issue! Don't think it'll be nice to ask for loan again esp since my parents just took up renovation loan not too long ago!! More loans will only give them greater pressure to work so hard :( And I'll really feel bad!!! It's like they are putting in so much effort to make our lives better and there's nothing we can do yet to repay them!!!
As for internships, Idk when to sign up and stuff!! Cause it's like something really new to me and Idk how to ask people as usual!! Like I really feel bad to ask about school stuff cause it'll just seem that we're friends for these things and it's not v good uh!! I'm really hoping to get internship during the hols!! Like at least I'll earn money and gain some experience to know how's life gna be like next time!! :/
Hahaha I'm quite scared to classes as well, the class participation criteria is crazyyyyyyyyyy :( I think I'll die for Biz law cause I really dk what they want for answering questions and participation marks is 30% of total grade :( FM seminar is crazy as well, I think I'll just be stunned at the tutor's questions in class!! Comm fund tutor is quite strict too! I do hope I can survive this semmmmmmm~
Hahahah shit Idk to be happy or sad. Sad that I screwed my semester 1, but thankful that it wasn't wayyyyy below average!!!
Sigh if only my password wasn't screwed up and I had to request for change and reset, I'd probably be enjoying my day before knowing my gradeeeeeeees :( Ironically much, I fared worst for something I was most confident in (cause of my pencilbox, again) and best for my elective and marketing :O!!! Not exemplary but at least these 2 got average/decent grades!!!!
I guess I'm just pretty upset over my worst grade then; must've screwed it big time to get a grade that I'm not expecting since my quizzes and all were pretty good.
Hahaha sighhhhhh need some advice on how to survive the next semester, probably some exam-stress management as well :D I think I really screw up during exams cause I'm panicking most of the time instead!!
Once again, the biggest competitor is still myself x.x And probably more stress next semester to fare better + some stress from WS as well LOL. :S
Ooops, now that I realised, I screwed Econs too @@ Seems like something really went wrong with my papers HAHAHA.
My favourite song on the go recently, like srsly it fits the mood I have lately. Sigh but I'll not get to watch them perform :( the lyrics really spells reality though; everything people says seems to be a lie :/
Okayz anyway I'm really in a holiday mood now!!! Omg when was the last time I enjoyed waking up late and not studying ^^ there's softball training as well but I'm a substitute oh well; sports don't like me so yeah I'm not too burdened heh heh.
Did some shopping with Lukas cousin after exams!! Bought the sandals that I've been eyeing since a long time ago :) bought lotsa happy food as well and I'm glad my cousin came with me so I wasn't alone! Did online shopping too, got a Christmas top as well!! :) and I'm really really thankful to both my cousins who spent time with me on both days while I was at home!
Bintan HOT trip was chill and relaxing, I'm glad I survived cause seafood is their main dish!!
But it was a good time outta Singapore too, taking a short break from everything~
Met tutorial mates on 12/12/12!! :) to celebrate Dec babies' birthdays! Hahaha they never fail to make me laugh like mad!! French food is a good choice for those who are dieting heh!!! And we had like 3 meals in a night lol!! Saveur + icecream + ah chew dessert + my fish pancake!!!! #happygirl :D and those really high times hahaha + Beverly's self stir LOL, epic much!! Gna see them again for Aaron's concert next Sunday, more fun to come I guess!
Heh can't wait for karaoke session and meetup with jc classmates!!! :D
Sigh, I was never angry, just upset. And I think I'm entitled to be. Who will be okay getting ignored not once, but thrice when asking? It may seem to be okay not to reply others but somehow it just gives me the feel that I'm not important at all :/ and it's not like I'm talking to mere acquaintances but to people who I care for. And now I just feel burdened cause idk if I should be the one apologising for making people feel bad that they made me upset or should I just take the blame for being too petty.
Things are awkward between us and it's not good for both sides eh. I want to try to make things back to how they were before exam ended srsly. But it's so hard for me to even try to speak up cause I'm scared of getting ignored. & I just feel that I'm 'placed' wrongly :/
This seems to be like a test to see if we can overcome it and be closer than before.
I'm not okay. I've not gotten over what happened, and I really don't know how to move on.
But I still have to keep a smile and pretend everything's fine; joke about it to show that I'm really okay. But when I think of it, I still feel like it's such a waste; after so much effort put in, this is definitely not within my expectations.
Sigh the biggest troll in my life, by my very own pencilcase. And now I've lost confidence in what was supposed to be my best paper. Arghhhhhhh. I shall just treat it as a lesson learnt, not to panic and search carefully omg. I know I'm more careful than this, but whyyyyyy :(
But anyway I'm really thankful to WS for trying to cheer me up eh, with a hug and good food at Plalette! (sp) Best roomie (Y) And we're definitely roomies for a reason, both blur sotongs who had to run back to hall from exam venues LOL. Gna make sure this never happens again!
I'm not confident for astro cause I only tried catching up with lectures on the past few days HAHAHA.
And I'm definitely not in the mood for exams, two more papers to go!! AND SIGH I'M MISSING MAMA 2012!! Ailee's gna be in it omg I'd wanna get mind blown by her voice! :(
On a happier note, I'M GOING HOME IN A WEEK'S TIME!! New house gna be done soon and YES MY TV. I'm still a TV addict and Kpop fan after so long. Leopard sure doesn't change its spots uh!!
2 awesome songs for today!! There's a lot more, but well!!! My brother must be thinking I'm too free already; keep sending songs to him and I ordered my dress today!!! (but the ATM machine is down omgggggg)
You're like Caffeine, I can't fall asleep all night~
Thanks to the nose which is super red now from all those sneezing. Sigh, seems like being sick is a tradition for me before exams. Sore throat and flu just help to induce sleeping only, seriously :( Exams in just 3 days time, and I'm not prepared eh. Like I just can't seem to think or write fast and there's so many other things to do. :(
At least back in JC mugging isn't just staying in front of your books/notes for the whole day. I got to watch TV at night as well y'know. Now it's stressful and you feel like you're not doing much when roomie seems to be more hardworking. I've never even booked any consultations or asked anything from my tutor cause I've yet to finish anything but WS is like asking things for most of her cores. It's like an additional stressor cause it feels like I'm way below average and I kept thinking that I will screw it up. I really salute those who can stay up late and study so much LOL. I can't even stay awake in the day after 6h worth of sleep omgz.
Sian maxxxxxx, I miss watching TV and going home. MY PARENTS BOUGHT THE CABLE BOX BACK LAST WEEK AND I'M NOT EVEN GNA BE HOME SOON. ARGH CAN'T WAIT FOR 3RD DECCCCCCCCC :(
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