Officially moving in tmr!! I think I'm gna be homesick since I'd hardly stayed out for so long and it's... 9 days now. Sighhhhhh.

But I'm thankful that my parents aren't working tmr, means they're helping me to move my pillows, bolster and quilt omg thankful much!! I won't have to look likka tard on buses and trains! :D They said they may help me with the cleaning as well if they have time!! :D But I srsly look like I moving house eh! 1 bagpack(meant for daily use but it's damn filled now!!) + 1 handcarry + 1 shoebag(with 3 pairs of footwear -_-) + sleeping bag + one big box with things to bring in & clean + bolsterrrrrrrrr! Will look likka tard still!

Nvm I'm hoping camp won't be too boring. I'll be skipping a few nights for supper with Moltres peeps though! &I'm still thinking about going for P.Ubin and Foodtrail hmmmmmmmmz.

School's starting, signalling the end of my 7 to 8 months worth of holidays! I'm glad to have enjoyed them, but somehow it just seemed that time passed too fast cause I've still yet to meet up with some people during this period :( I love making new friends but I wouldn't wanna lose some people who used to be my confidante(s) Seems like I'll really need to find time to meet them whilst schooling, though they're not in NTU!

I may not be the best daughter on Earth who spends tons of time with her parents but I'm glad to be a filial daughter living up to most of my parent's expectations.

Just realised how hard it could be for one to respect their very own parents who'd raised them so hard since birth. :/

Really really thankful to have such awesome parents :) Bet my brother feels that way too!

Here's some pretty pictures hehhe!



Dang I just paid for my hostel and I'm really praying hard that I'll enjoy hall camp and my stay there w/o airconnnnnnnnn! Needa pay more monehhhhh for books omg I think I'll be broke soon!!

Wooo NBS FOC was quite a blast! Enjoyed it pretty much(except for the mud games esp) and cheers to Moltres for being the best OG!! :) A pity that we didn't get the best mascot after all our hard work trying to sew and put them together! But still..

MOLTRES RULES! :)

Shall update another time about this! I'm glad I didn't regret going for this hahaha.

Ohhhh and I'm in hall 2, which has no aircon and lift!!! & There is no senior/OGL from my group in the same hall :(

My body clock is pretty screwed cause of camp, with only 1-2 hours of sleep daily!! & I cant seem to fall asleep now!!

Back after a month! Hehehe at least during my hiatus I've spent my time pretty well! :) I'll just sum things up since it's like so late and I need my sleep; Idk when I'll ever feel like blogging anyway hahaha. Just don't like this webby being changed to .sg cause it'll be archived somewhere next time. :/

Work's not as bad as it seemed. Well at least I made friends with two PTs who happened to be friends with bengz. & Somehow I talk to some of the staff there, hahaha they're quite friendly! :) And most people remembered me as the 'photocopying girl' cause I'm like hogging on to their photocopying machine in the room though I do help to sort out the printed stuff in the midst of doing my own job x.x But I do appreciate the treats they give and those random talks during work ^^ Just super awkward when people from my previous workplace came over because it's under the same company!
Ohyes, I feel really bad for my mum who has to work so hard there, no wonder she always looked so drained after work!! :/

Got my favourite eggtarts at Fancy Delights while catching up with Peishi, Laura, Cynthia, Laiyin and Leroy! :)

Oh yes, after starting work for 2 days I took 4 days off (12th-15th June) to go Genting with familyyyyyy! :) It was a really sudden decision cause they manage to get a bus+rooms ready only 2 days before the trip HAHAHA. But anyway it was quite a good time off with family, especially because it's been years since we all went on a trip together. Had much to eat, and yes a lil' bit of babysitting Jiaxuan with my brother while the adults go watch soccer/casinoooooo. A pity that I fell sick on the second night; my brother also fell sick on the last night! :/ But still I'm glad to go on a holidayyyyyyy!

Heh that's not all; celebrated Joyce's and Kary's birthdays as well! :) Met lotsa people that day; especially at the Gym during ladies' hour on Mondays!
Headed to Bangkok from 6th-9th July with Weishan, Yanping and Jeremy. I must say I'm probably the blurest person on Earth! You know of people who forget to bring their passports, but surely not hearing of one who brought her mum's passport instead and realising it when it's gna be her turn to check in LOL. Ah seriously, despite being so worried and checking everything I still missed it!! Luckily my parents were awake and willing to bring it to me early in the morning!! Ohyes, compared to Weishan's luggage, mine looked as though I'm heading for a war :S

Well the trip's not bad; the hotel's nice and I like it's location cause it's near the mall and market! Shopped quite a bit at Platinum Mall on the first day, went to Chatuchak Weekend Market on Saturday & Sunday, MBK mall & Chinatown on Saturday night (for awhile only, lucky I managed to get my mum's stuff before it closed), Thai massage on Sunday night and more shopping at Platinum Mall & Pratunam(sp?) market on the last day! I realised stuff sold at Platinum Mall was pretty much overpriced compared to the other places! & I got chided quite often for always getting stuff for other people instead of myself T.T
(My godsis really got lotsa clothes, and at super low prices cause she knew how to bargain well!!)
I got to try tomyum soup thereeeeeeeeee as well as birds' nest and a few other local street food! :)
Okay anw I'm still whining at my mum that I didn't have enough money to buy the bag and pair of sandals that I wanted! Regretted much cause I was the one who told my mum I didn't need too much spare cash on hand :(

Oh yes, I need someone to psycho me because......... NBS FOC called me and I'm in now!! I should be glad rightttttt, cause it's one of the hardest camps to get into esp when they do balloting and they definitely find out about your looks and if you're enthusiastic. It was quite funny I remembered, I got a call from a guy at first who told me.... I'm not in, but they want to see if I'm enthusiastic enough to get me in. He told me to do a cheer... which I really could not think of cause I just  woke up late in the afternoon after coming back from BKK! He asked me to sing as well but I gave it a pass! Strangely enough, another girl(from the same OG) called me and asked me to list 10 pokemonnnnnnnn (they just wanted to hear the group name Moltres!) and do a cheer from my JC. I swear my brother thought that I was a joke doing that on the phone!!! But yeah they got me in, and it's by luck 'cuz they called up the wrong person HAHA.

But the thing is, I'm starting to get cold feet now & I'm not really anticipating it. :/ Partly cause I wanted to spend some time with family before school starts; I'd be living in a hostel then and only be back during the weekends. And because... I'm not as enthusiastic and participative as the OGLs thought of me to be! & I got a feeling I'd be forced to wear contacts everyday by myself just not to look too out of place. Well, frm what I know, there's probably pretty people everywhere in contacts so wearing specs makes you oddddddd. Argh I'm just finding excuses, but anyway I'll try to be more optimistic and enjoy it. Hopefully I'll get to make some friends cause I'm skipping precamp bonding session.

Tmr's my only free day left before my hectic week from Fri-Fri! Gna do some cleaning up and spend time with familyyyyyy :) I'm watching Big now, quite nice!!! Hehe love this song from the show! :)



Just a reminder to self to get Juniel's song!!

&OH YES MY 6YO 1ST GEN IPOD TOUCH DIED ON ME ALREADY!!! :( Sad max cause it's been with me for so long and I can't bear to change it still :( Now even those notes and lil' diary posts over the years will be gone foreverrrrrrr :(

Labels: bangkok, big, birthday, catchup, genting, work

Teeheee work has officially ended last week! :) It was definitely an enjoyable working experience, definitely compared to the one at LSC (even though it's a government job and it's supposed to look good on my resume but I'd prefer to interact more with others hahahah) even though the work's there was more tiring, many OTs, less sleep. (but higher pay :X) Won't forget the crazy part timers - Weishan, Saidah, Rebecca + auntie and bengz Jeff! & also the full timers - Albert, Michelle, Azima, Nana, Sandra, Jackson, Azilah, Andri, Hudah.... :) and also those random scandals ROFL.

The last day at work was really funny, everyone bought treats, since it was also Sandra's last day at work! Albert bought Pastamania for the CS team woohoo + icecream! Kamales made cookie monster cupcakes for us hahaha! Michelle gave us chocolates! & We brought the tarts Saidah's aunt made! Happy food day with lotsa pictures :) Watched Dark Shadows with the girls after work excluding bengz who puts his kitten girlf above us all lolol :) Hopefully we can find time to meet again I guess! :)

Well I literally rot at home for the whole day on Friday: cleaning the toilettttttt (cause I felt so bad about causing my parents to be late for work) + Idk why I was squabbling with my mum at night @@ I forgot what I did on Saturday except teaching my cousin + expo shopping (for the second time of the week! I really spent a hundred within a week omg T_T)  + watching Can You Hear My Heart on TV!

Helped my godsis with her photohoot on Sunday morning! Omg first time in a studio and it was quite fun; took a few photos for keepsake! Talked to my cousin about rotting at home and she initiated being a tutor since it can be for long term and I'll need to earn money while schooling anyway. & She was the only one who supported my decision not to continue working at my workplace, but for different reasons though. I wanted to try out working as events assistant since I'm gonna be stuck in an office forever after graduating (but I couldn't even find one after a few days of job hunting online!); her reason was supposedly because of education levels between us and the people there... which I don't really approve of, but it's a fact :/ And somehow I get a feeling that I'm getting influenced by what she said, especially when my mum asked if I wanted to work at her area again @__@

Other than that, I've been tutoring my cousin and watching CYHMH online!! Super heartwarming show :') Was watching it because I won't be able to finish watching it if I followed the schedule on TV; I've only got 8 weeks left and there's 20 episodes to go!! With only 2 episodes aired per week, I doubt I'll get to watch the climax and ending!! Plus the main actor, Kim Jaewon, his smile is really *___* New fan here hehehe! I remembered seeing the DVD at my home quite sometime ago but didn't have the time to watch it ahh :( And there's only one link for streaming cause the others were deleted! Watched 10 episodes in 3 days, 10 more to go :)

Btw I'm starting work at my mum's place... tmr. Wasn't pleased at first cause she told me today morning and srsly you can't expect me to start tmr right......... Plus I'm really scared that I'll miss out on catching up with people if I work again. Have to arrange my cousin's tuition schedule as well........ :/ My mum also said the Genting trip next week is fully booked so we can't go; my brother's got projects to do as well :/
But well to be optimistic, I'll earn money for my trip and it's only for 1-2 weeks! Go debbz!
(& I can't be always squabbling with my mum over this right?!)

Ah I'm really putting my piano on hold, but I'm definitely gonna complete my Grade 8 one day!! Must find timeeeeeeeeeee!

Labels: Can You Hear My Heart

Whenever something nice happened to me I'd always have to expect the same extent of disappointment, vice versa :( Alwayyyyyys. Tsk seems like I got so used to it that sometimes I shouldn't be rejoicing over good news or grumble non-stop over horrible ones.

Hehehe anyway ate at Changi Village today, finally out of the workplace for lunch HAHAHA. :)

And omo there're many nice songs lately!! Yay to BtoB's new MV!! (the song was played in a sitcom before!!)
This year's rookies are really good hehhee! :D



I shall hope that everything will be fine tmr; I'll be 'homeless' and there's no other computer that has SAP for me to work on! ;pray

Oh I've heard this yesterday but I still wanna share hehehe! My eye candiesssss :D I'm probably a lil' too old to be fangirling over them!





I'm a sick girl today at work!! Spammed tissue papers for the whole day!! And I've yet to download my sonnnnnnnnnnngssssssssssssssssssss for my iTunes, ah:(

Hopefully my nose and throat will be better soon! But then again getting sick now is probably a good sign, cause this means the chances of falling sick overseas during June/July are lower!! :)

iTunes why must you do this to me, at this time somemore zzzzzzzzzz. One update and my library's back to the one in July 2011 cause the library wasn't properly saved by iTunes arghhhhhhh. AND THEY MUST PERMANENTLY REMOVE MY AUDIO FILES LEH WHY ITUNES WHY. It's like removing all my photos back then omg zzzz wanna bang wall already srsly.
&& We wanted to save the library so that we can transfer it to our laptops TODAY. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Cannot imagine having to search for those songs again zzzz. To think I happily deleted the duplicates on my own folder cause the iTunes folder had it. GJ ah iTunes.

I don't mind working, cause I'll be happy when I get the cheque (I was grinning when I first saw this month's cheque!! ;D) But I really really hate office politics. It's like super weird, I mean like, how can one still smile and chat so happily with another person when you're not saying something that nice behind he's/she's back?? Andand I really hate the way everyone is fighting to get Sunday slots cause of double pay. I get their rationale, but before they choose to do that can they think about what will happen to others who have to cover their work :(