Time Forgets... - Yiruma

So much feels from hearing this song. Like Idk why the sudden urge to listen to this; it's a really good song. But somehow not the right time - Presentation and final exam for one of my module tomorrow (or rather in a few hours' time) and yeah, so many things just came to my mind - Some things just cannot be forgotten over time..... Just like these.

 

The only picture that I have with my grandma during CNY 2010. And sadly it's the only decent photo I had with her before her passing. Memories (and those regrets) came back to me and yeah, I really missed her. And probably that's why I have always wanted to return to SG earlier - at least be there to pay my respects on her anniversary in Jan :/

And while being on exchange, though I'm having fun and all, I don't think I can deny that I do miss home sometimes - those home-cooked food, random squabbles with my brother/parents, etc. Just that it wasn't so bad unless I start talking to them sometimes. And now that I know that my paternal grandpa is hospitalized and all just made me really want to be back sometimes. :/ Like I really don't want the same thing to happen - bad news to come when I'm not physically with the people whom I should be with now. :/

Sometimes lessons are learnt the hard way, and so you shouldn't give yourself another chance to repeat it. Really really hope everyone back in Sg is safe and healthy :(