People could step into and think from my perspective, or rather try to think from my point of view. But sadly, in reality nobody gives a shit sometimes, everyone for themselves.

Been super cranky, I guess partly it's from the lack of sleep. But it's always times like this when I start to realise a lot of things. Not wanting to be mean but oh wells, sometimes, really, being nice isn't good. I know it but.. argh nevermind.

Hahaha sometimes I think Kary really knows how I feel. But there's just so many things that I can't say and all. Not that I'm very sui bian and just not say anything, but really, it's super difficult and sometimes I just see no point to it.

Anyway that aside, halfway through exchange and I feel like I haven't ventured out much :/ Not many weekends left, and I guess there's nothing much we can do since our schedules are all clashing in Dec. And I realised my Jan is..... super empty. And Idk what am I supposed to do in Tw. Like really. After considering the fact that the rest wouldn't really be free, either :/ And not sure whether to travel back to Singapore right after exchange or... travel out. And. Travel with who?