Was not expecting to use this space for some time but tonight is probably one of the longest night in a loooong while~

Last 4 days have been pretty hectic, and not to say it has been emotionally draining for the family. Would not say that this was unexpected because of the silent heart attack back in mid July, and the doctor had also warned that if he was admitted again he may not make it.. this was true enough :/

Somehow, somewhere everyone was starting to prep for this day, and there were signs, like how he looked so much more frail than before, and hunch feeling that told me not to sleep early that night. 

He was sent to the hospital at 4ish in the morning with the doctors saying that the next couple of hours were the most crucial, and even if he made it through it would only be just a couple of days more.

Am just glad most of us got to see him the last time before he passed on.. we take things for granted too often and I believe emptiness will sink in after today..

Just some snaps from CNYs for the memories - 

2024:

2025:

Had a couple of trips these two years and the biggest regret is not making it to 海南岛 ☹️